Namjoon sighs.

I can't do this! If I continue drinking so much and messing up work Jackson will fire me!

The platinum-haired already drank three shots, broke five glasses, spilled ten coffees and even tripped hitting his bum hard on the floor.

He doesn't know what to do anymore.

He's currently making some café latte for a client, trying his best not to spill yet another one.

Changbin started to notice his odd behavior and Namjoon is afraid he'll ask.

What should I tell him?

The truth?

No, he wouldn't believe me. Who am I kidding? Not even I believe in it myself!

Lie then. But what should I invent?

Namjoon knows Changbin is interested in the younger and he simply doesn't want to hurt his feelings.

If it's really fate, Seokjin will come to me. If he chooses Changbin then it wasn't meant to be...

He feels that numbness come back up, that empty spot in his heart, aching for the younger. For Jinnie.

"Hey Joon, what's going on?" The shorter male asks, crossing his arms and furrowing his brows, making him look assertive.

Namjoon looks away pretending to be focused on his task.

"Nothing, probably not enough sleep."

Changbin doesn’t seem the least bit convinced, now approximating himself to the taller.

The distance is almost non-existent, building the tension between both.

Namjoon gulps dryly.

"You think I didn’t notice the shots you drank? It's not 'just' sleep deprivation, it must be something else."

The older is extremely uncomfortable, feeling those eyes penetrating him, undressing him, putting him bare and he doesn't like it one bit.

"You can tell me Namjoon. I won't judge, I promise. " Changbin assures the older, yet Namjoon can't feel any comfort in his words.

"I'm just in love with this one guy." Namjoon explains, taking the cups out of the machine.

Great Namjoon, that's it! Don't you wanna tell him it's Seokjin too?

"So it's a lovesick shot ... uhm ... I think I know who it is."

Nooooooooo, I'm screwed!

Namjoon wants to hide himself. He reaches for the counter, putting on it the freshly made coffees.

"It's okay Joon. He's really attractive, I understand why you still like him." Changbin's voice is steady yet comforting.

Namjoon is blushing furiously.

What should I do? He knows!

The older turns around to say something, seeing the shorter lean against the sink with a comforting smile.

Namjoon holds his hand up to articulate his speech but stops in his tracks.

Did he say ... still?

Changbin seems to sense the taller's doubts.

"It must be hard to be in love with a guy that's already taken."

Namjoon is even more confused. He furrows his brows.

"I ... don't understand. "

Changbin reaches out for the other's shoulder.

"It's okay to have feelings for the guy your brother is dating Namjoon. Don't worry, it'll get better. I'm sure you'll find the right one."

The younger hugs the taller in a brotherly hug.

Ou he means Jungkook ...

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"Namjoon, I'm really sorry but ... I never felt anything more then friendship for you."

The younger is slightly embarrassed and it's noticeable by his blushing cheeks.

"It's okay Kookie, I have Jinnie now, I just wanted to get it off my chest."

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Namjoon shakes his head.

Not now God damn it

"He was here a few days ago, he's extremely handsome. His blond hair is really charming. "

Huh?

Namjoon detangles himself from the shorter, furrowing his brows even more.

"You mean Jimin or Jungkook?"

Changbin is the one confused now.

"Jimin of course. Is your brother cheating on him?" The younger seems surprised and shocked.

Namjoon starts giggling, covering his mouth with his right hand.

"What's so funny? Cheating is not funny Joon, not at all. Jimin seems like a great guy. I mean how the fuck could your brother cheak on him? That beauty? What does this Jungkook have that Jimin doesn't?"

Changbin is so angry, speaking so fast the older wasn't able to interrupt the other.

"Hey, hey, hey calm down Binnie. My brother ain't cheating on anyone. They're all three together. In a polyamouros relationship."

Changbin's eyes widen. One could almost see the light bulb light up in his head.

"Omg, that's a thing?"

Namjoon is having a bad feeling about this.

He better not start hating on them.

"I guess it's double the fun then." Changbin scuffs.

Namjoon bows for the clients to get their order.

Both of the female customers smile happily and bow back.

⚠️  sexual language and extreme age gap⚠️

"Talking of it, I was kinda in need of an advice. I have my fair share of sexual experience but I've never been the 'first one'." The younger has his hands crossed now, still leaning against the sink.

"I don't think I'm the right person Binnie. I think it's better if you ask Minho. He looks like he has experience with younger guys."

Namjoon is feeling enormously uncomfortable. He sure as hell won't share his experience with Binnie so he can fuck Seokjin.

He's 18 for fuck sake!

"I have to disagree Joon. It's his brother, I couldn't possibly ask him that."

The taller turns around and starts narrowing his eyes and chewing on his inner cheek.

"Maybe Jackson? He's a father now, he might be able to tell you what he thinks about that."

Changbin still doesn't look convinced.

"That might be a good idea for a second opinion. But I want yours right now Joon. How was your first time?"

Ou no!

"I don't ... why me?" Namjoon says, trying to stop the conversation.

"I really respect you. I look up to you too. It's just sex Namjoon, no need to he shy."

Namjoon begins to sweat.

I can't stop him now!

"It wasn't romantic at all. It was needy and passionate. We both were very horny and inexperienced. So ... I was working here and that guy was really sexy.

I just couldn't keep it in my pants and we took it to the storage room. He didn't know how to prepare neither did I so it was hella painful for him. I still don't know how but I got it in but after only a few thrustes I came.

The other just pated himself while I kissed him. After that we never saw each other again."

Changbin waited until Namjoon finished his sentence before laughing loudly.

"Pfffff, you're a top? Don't lie man. It's okay."

Namjoon feels offended.

What the hell? Can't I be a top? Is that to unimaginable?

"Why are you laughing? It's true. I'm a pure top. No switching here."

Changbin is panting heavily, hitting his upper thigh, eyes closed.

"I'll ask Jackson then. I'm sure he won't lie to me."

Namjoon just stands there, looking at the other with a poker face, but his eyes stabbing daggers against the other's body.

"Don't forget to ask explicitly for his consent or I'll cut that little thing you have between your legs. "

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What do you think about Seokbin? Are they gonna be a thing?

Hope you liked it my Moonchildren 😊💜