Namjoon is by the counter mixing a 'tequila on the rocks' for himself.

Lee Jr. started working today and the older just can't focus on his task while the other walks around with that 'Jinnie' smile.

His Jinnie

He tries to ignore it the best he could since Changbin only came in now, the whole time before was Namjoon giving the tickets to the younger and taking the dishes directly from the other's hand.

The platinum-haired already broke three plates because of his shaking hands.

I really need a drink

Namjoon takes the whisky glass and drinks everything in one go.

His back to the clients, facing the sink and hiding his pulled face.

God how I hate alcohol

As soon as possible the middle-aged man puts his glass in the sink and starts scrubbing it with a sponge.

Probably because of the alcohol is alredy hitting his head, he doesn't hear the shorter approach him.

"Joon you've been so distracted today. I mean you're clumsy every day but today is just to much!" Changbin tells the other, three plates in hand to put them in the dishwasher.

"I ... I just ... not ... sleep." Namjoon can't help his stuttering.

Maybe I should take another shot.

"You can't even talk properly, man. What happened?" The younger seems concerned.

Lee Seokjin comes out of the kitchen sighing and takes an annoying hair out of his right eye.

The youngster approaches both elders, already untying the noose of his apron.

"Uff, I'm really thirsty." The black-haired rests his arms on the counter leaving Changbin smirking.

⚠️ age gap flirting ⚠️

"I think I can help you with that, baby boy." The shorter bits his lips looking at the younger.

Namjoon is still facing the sink, eyes closed to keep his body from shivering again.

They have been doing this since Changbin started his shift. The taller decided to stay at the drinks and let the younger handle the dishes.

Terrible mistake

Now Namjoon can't chose between both hells.

In one he's left facing the demons of his past.

In the other he's faced with jealousy of a mere stranger.

Ugh I need something stronger

"Well I'm sure daddy takes good care of his little boy." Lee Seokjin flirts, putting a loose hair behind his right ear.

⚠️ end of warning ⚠️

Namjoon almost gags.

It makes him nauseous because this Lee Jr. looks incredibly similar to his Jinnie.

If at least he were different in personality, yet he isn't.

Apart from the evident flirting, which his Seokjin would never do, they are the same.

How can Namjoon not fall in love with this person?

How can he separate things when his heart hasn't even fully recovered from the last blow?

His heart is begging him, yearning for Lee Seokjin's touch, affection and love.

Namjoon’s soul recognizing the other as his other half but his mind just couldn't accept it.

My Jinnie is dead, I have to face reality.

⚠️ age gap flirting ⚠️

"Of course daddy takes good care of his little boy. He'll feed him enough 'milk' so he grows strong and healthy. But of course only if he behaves." Smirking yet again Changbin continues to flirt, not noticing the other's discomfort.

⚠️ end of warning ⚠️

"Could you help me out real fast Namjoon? I need some help in the kitchen." Jackson is suddenly standing at the counter.

Namjoon opens his eyes again and dries his hands on a nearby towel.

Right after, the taller leaves the counter to join his boss.

"Mhm" is the only word Namjoon can utter before they enter the kitchen.

Once inside, Jackson starts talking right away, making the younger believe that his intention was never to work.

"I noticed your discomfort Namjoonie. I fully understand it. They're extremely alike."

Namjoon looks at the other with sad eyes.

"It's like ... Go....god or .... what ... whatever is .... abo.... above us is play..... playing with m.... me." The tallers stuttering has decreased but still difficults his speech.

The brunette puts both of his hands on the taller's shoulders, standing right in front of him, trying to hold his gaze.

"I don't think it's trying to trick you. I think it's giving you another chance. You know, the old Seokjin is gone, but souls never die. They live forever."

Namjoon avertes his gaze, attempting to control his tears.

"Do you know about the red-thread?" Jackson asks.

Not getting an answer the brunette starts explaining.

"There are two sayings; the Japanese and the Chinese one.

Japanese people believe that everyone has a read thread wrapped around their pinky. That thread should lead you to your soulmate.

Chinese people think it's wrapped around your ankle. A God came to earth to bound them together.

Both although in different places have the same meaning.

The red thread is strong, extremely strong. Nothing can break it. No rain, no heat, no wall, no distance, no dispute, no noose, nothing.

Fate chose someone for you and you were bond to each other.

The first Seokjin died unfortunately, but destiny gave you a second chance. Do you realize that the similarities are just not possible? Seokjin's soul came back to earth to meet you again, Namjoon. You got to take the chance, my friend.

Don't doubt it for one second that it's not Jinnie. It is him! In another body yet the same soul!" Jackson holds the others face in his hands to make the other look at him.

"I can't take it Jackson, I just can't take it! I don't want to fall in love and lose him again. Changbin already has his eyes on him and Jinnie seems very interested. And let's not even start on the age gap between us." Namjoon says already sniffing and sobbing.

"Namjoon, listen to me. Destiny won't let that happen. No matter what, you two will be together. Fate gave you a second chance for a reason. Don't worry so much." The brunette reassures the older with a small smile.

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Question of the day

Do you believe in soulmates?

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