This is the Namjin ost, so if you like to read with a bit of ambiance, make sure to play it at the marked spot

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"Can you hand me the ..." Namjoon’s thoughts are interrupted suddenly.

Changbin just entered the main door, leaving Jisung just as the platinum-haired shocked.

"Calm down Namjoon, I'll call Jackson." The younger brunette whispers holding Namjoon back, not letting him stroke any punch.

Fury is drawn all on the older's face, his teeth pushed together tighting his jawline.

Changbin holds his hands up in a defenseless way, showing his weakness.

"I just wanna talk." By the looks of his guilty eyes, his tired face and vulnerable bowing, showing his respect, he seems very honest.

"I think you should have thought about that before almost raping Lee Jr." The brunette looks down bowing even lower.

"I won't try to find excuses for my actions. What I did is not okay. Please Namjoon, for the sake of our old friendship, can you hear me out?" Namjoon doesn't seem found of the idea.

Jisung lets go of his upper body, letting the older approache his former friend.

"I don't think I can do that Changbin, you haven't even apologized properly." The other looks up again, tears in his eyes.

The platinum-haired's expression changes.

He has never before seen the muscular male cry.

This must have hurt him deeply.

"You don't need to cry ... just tell me what you wanna say."

Changbin recomposes himself.

"I apologize from the bottom of my heart Namjoon. What I did was definitely not asked for ..." The smaller sniffs and wipes his nose with the hem of his sleeve.

Namjoon shakes his head. "Go on. Tell me what is troubling you so much." The older is getting impatient.

He does feel sorry for the brunette, he seems legitimately guilty.

"I've never had a real relationship with anyone. They were all just casual. But Lee Jr. wasn't. He had something in him that sparkled something in me. Eventhough he's way younger then me, I find him way more mature then all my former boyfriends." The platinum-haired thinks he knows where this is going.

He fell in love with him ... and couldn't let him go ...

"He was the only one that didn't just leave after sex. He stayed and talked. Asked me how I was. Of course he only meant it as being nice and sweet. He surely didn't want to make me feel like a sextoy." Changbin can't help but let his new tears roll down his face.

"How pathetic must I be to mistake pure friendliness with love? I've never been loved before Namjoon. I've only been hurt." The platinum-haired can't be angry anymore.

How can I after hearing Binnie being so honest and vulnerable?

"I mistook the emotion I was feeling. I was begging for his love, seeking his attention ... when he said no for the first time I was patient. I'm not a perverted guy who will get what he wants when he wants." Namjoon nods for him to continue.

He can't forgive him just yet but he can give the younger his understanding.

"When he said he wanted to break up ... I just couldn't let him go just yet ... he was the only person that made me feel like I was someone important in their life." The brunette lets his head fall again.

"I understand Changbin." Namjoon reaches for the other's shoulder squeezing it.

The brunette locks eyes with him and the heartbreak is apparent on his face.

"I was driven by my illusion and couldn't see clearly. I'm sorry, I really am." Jisung leans back, relived that the tension finally came down.

"I know you love him Namjoon. It's obvious." Namjoon stops breathing for a second.

What?

'He's in love with you too. I had all the prove but didn't wanna believe it. I just shrugged it off, being the Dumbo I am." The youngster widens his eyes and hides his open mouth with his hand.

He seems to be enjoying the show.

"He ... he called your name when ... he was being pleasured." The oldest gasps, blinking inumerous times.

"What?" Changbin nods.

"That's what you heard. Lee Jr. has been in love with you for a long while but I'm guessing just as I was trying to make my imagination come true he was trying to suppress it." The middle one wipes his tears and clears his throat.

Namjoon is still to shocked to do anything.

"I'll do the most righteous thing. I want you to confess to Lee Jr. Namjoon. Don't wait, because he's already yours. He won't go anywhere without you by his side, he choose you." The most genuine smile come out of the younger's lips, comforting just as much as incentivating the older to make his move.

You can play the song now

The platinum-haired nods once firmly, turning around to enter the kitchen.

Just as the door opens Seokjin looks at Namjoon with a surprised look.

"Is there someone already? I thought we shouldn't be open 'til five pm?" The older doesn't want to talk right now.

He walks steadily to his goal, taking the smaller in a tights embrace, holding his face in both his hands.

Lee Jr. seems to have hold his breath, simply to focused on the taller's lips.

Namjoon leans down and places the gentlest of kisses on the black-haired mouth.

Just like the first time ...

The salmon lips soft as a cushion, sweet as chocolate and innocently traveling the platinum-haired mouth.

As they part for air, Namjoon doesn't waste time explaining.

No more time to lose.

"I'm in love with you Lee Jr ... will you be my boyfriend?" Seokjin stands there immobile.

His eyes watering and puffy cheeks coloring a soft red.

"I ... I..." The younger slings his long arms around the other's neck.

"I wanna be your boyfriend Joonie." And with just that nickname, Namjoon can sense the presence of Kim Seokjin, his Jinnie.

Most probably the smaller slipped through all those old lives, to overwhelmed with what just happened.

"I love you Jinnie and will always do ... if there is a life after this one I shall continue to love you unconditionally."

Both males kiss again, this time without so much fright, more comfortably.

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Question of the day

Can you forgive Binnie?

Hope you liked it my Moonchildren 💜 😊