Since the incident with Changbin Namjoon was prohibited to work with the latter.

Not like I wanted to either ways....

It's getting to obvious, way to evident how the older feels for the younger.

I just don't have the guts ...

Felix already gave him the green light to make the first step, the apparent relationship Seokjin shared with Changbin had finally cracked so why is he still hesitant?

Sighing to himself the platinum-haired makes his way to the kitchen to fetch the burger for himself.

Probably the best part of working as a bartender is to get free lunch and dinner.

His black uniform getting used already, possess many little holes from the inumerous times the male bumped against the counter, almost always breaking a glass.

The platinum-hair in a rather messy way, convincing other people he might be a wild one yet his dimpled smile telling another story.

His sneakers have seen better days too, not having so much time for himself lately has had consequences on his wardrobe.

Jimin coming in to live with him for an undetermined time has cause stress the older can't control that well.

His brother made a huge mistake in treating the blond like that, ignoring the one.

He understands why he avoided the topic, of course he didn't know Jimin was suffering yet not asking is easier then solving the problem too.

Sincerely, Namjoon believes Taehyung did it innocently. But he can't deny that such a thought wandered the brunett's unconscious mind.

Having to think so much about other people's problems has made the taller more sensitive to fighting and arguing.

With the right trigger he was even capable of punching Changbin on the face without a second thought.

It's not like he didn't deserve it.

"Earth calling Namjoon, earth calling Namjoon." With a slight shake of his head the platinum-haired look at his boss, blinking a few times.

"You've been spacing out a lot lately." Jackson stats, finishing the ordered burger.

The brunette knows his friends preference for ketchup, so, as he let's the cheese melt on the meat, he squeezes the red content on the French fries.

"I'm sorry Jackson. I've just been dealing with alot of stuff right now." Yet again Namjoon catches himself sighing.

"Let me guess ... other people's problems?" Now finally finished with the meal, Jackson places it on his most fancy plate and hands it to Namjoon.

The latter puts it on the kitchen's table, sitting right in front of it on a wooden chair.

"It's not like I can just shut it out. They need me." The brunette joins the platinum-haired in the table, sitting to his left.

Occasionally, he brushes his chocolate brown hair out off his face.

"I'm not saying you should ignore your friends, I'm just saying if you're always solving other people's problems, who will solve yours?" Namjoon takes a frie to his mouth and begins to chew.

I was really hungry

"You can't let it continue like this Namjoon. You gotta make a decision." Jackson explains resting his arms on the table.

"It's not that easy." The platinum-haired doesn't want to talk about it.

Call him childish but he likes to ignore his problems until they eventually fade away.

"It really is and you know it. You gotta take an attitude to get to Lee Jr." The younger continues his meal, taking his time chewing the burger, before answering.

"Like I said, it's not that easy. I messed up once and I really don't wanna mess up again." Jackson doesn't seem convinced one bit.

"So you're telling me that Kim Seokjin died, his soul came back and took the form of Lee Jr. which is pretty much the same of the former, somehow found you again, fell in love with you but you are afraid you'll mess up?" Namjoon look up trying not to make eye contact.

"I..." is the only thing he can utter.

"Exactly, it's not logical what you're implying." Jackson intensely stares at the younger and Namjoon can't break the connection.

"Look Joonie, this isn't a normal situation. It's not like he could say no. That's not an option. It's obvious that he loves you too and even if it wasn't, fate gave you a second chance, how much more prove do you need to understand that he's your soulmate?" The platinum-haired scuffs.

"I'm not denying that. He is my soulmate and I have to have him. If I don't I'm being just as foolish as Kim Seokjin, thinking that running from this relationship will serve for anything I'm wrong. One can't run away from this." Jackson furrows his brows.

"Okay I'm even more confused now, you're telling me that you know that you need to make a move but ... you still don't?" Namjoon takes another frie.

"I know he's for me ... but I don't know if I'm enough. " The brunette rolls his eyes.

"Look at me Namjoon." Tbe younger does just that, not looking away once.

"Soulmates is on both sides. I think you don't understand that. Just as Seokjin is your soulmate, you are his. He needs you just as much as you need him. Don't be afraid of hurting him, he's not glass. He's very strong and there is no-one in this world that knows it better then you Namjoon. It is true, he's meant for you and won't find anyone else but why  postpone your happiness? It's so irrational to make yourself suffer when your remedy is right in front of your eyes." Namjoon closes his eyes and nods.

He is right ... I should stop being a pussy and take what will make me happy.

"Don't make your life harder then it already is."

With a willpower the platinum-haired has never felt before, he looks his best friend dead in the eye.

"I'll take what fate has offered me, once and for all."

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Question of the day

How do you feel about Jackmon's friendship in real life?

Hope you liked it my Moonchildren 💜 😊

PS. The end is nearing and I'm not ready 😭