Jimin is on the verge of tears.

Felix hurt him deeply. How could the younger think Seokjin was selfish?

The black-haired was a very good friend of his and Jimin only got a glimps of the reason he committed suicide.

Namjoon never talks much, finding suppressing his memories the best option to cope with his loss.

So he only lets it out when the grief is to big.

The blond is aware of the familiar problems Seokjin had and how he was raped as a child yet he couldn't tell Felix.

It's to personal and Namjoon is the only person to have such a deep connection to the older to be able to reveal it.

Only in his shorts the blond arrives home, exhausted and in a need of a warm bath.

When he enters, Jungkook is facing back and Taehyung is kissing his soft lips lovingly.

The brunette is wearing his finest Louis Vitton clothes. 

For his underbody he chose loose black pants with red horizontal and vertical stripes.

For the top, he's wearing a fire red shirt with a equally red tie. A very light jacket in the same pattern as his trousers covers the otherwise plain shirt.

His brown hair pulled up leaving his forhead bare.

Jungkook was more simple. His bottom was plain black trousers, a dark shirt covering his upper body.

His beautiful hair in a messy bun, yet his middle braid being anything but that.

Wow

Jimin doesn't know what to feel. They're really handsome and it's clear that they're going out.

But why haven't they invited him?

He noticed the rings a couple days ago, but the blond ignored it the best he could.

Felix and now these two? Unbelievable ...

Jimin closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.

Just not today ... not today ... tomorrow we'll talk about it.

The shorter makes his way to the stairs.

"Hey Chimchim! Do you think you can change clothes and come with us to eat at Florida restaurant?" Jungkook turns around and looks at him, smiling with his bunny teeth. Taehyung approches Jimin with the youngster by his hand.

The blond scuffs and faces them.

"Do y'all really want me to come? Hum? You sure I won't ruin your little date?" The dyed blond furrows his brows.

"What do you mean? Of course we want you to come with us! We wanna tell you something." Taehyung grabs the taller's hand tighter and looks a bit cautious.

"Oh do you? What? Tell me you got engaged and will leave me?" Jungkook got hit by the shock and almost trips.

"Thought so. You think I'm dumb, hum? You think I'm not intelligent enough to notice your new rings, your new behavior and how lovely dovely y'all have been?" Jimin never once lost his posture, always maintaining his voice steady but never loud.

The brunette seems to understand the situation whereas Jungkook is still trying to deal with the accusations.

"Jiminie it's not what it looks like, believe me. We love you very much and we won't leave you like this." The youngster walks nearer to the older and  stops abruptly when Jimin jolts back.

"How can you say such things Chimchim?" Jimin rolls his eyes.

"Suddenly you care about my feelings? Until now you kissed, you went out, you talked about serious things and almost had sex without me, why is it important now? Just leave me already!" Taehyung jumps in and holds Jungkook.

"You're being very unfair. You were the one to say you didn't want kisses and much affection outside the bedroom. We only respected your choice. And about the rings you don't have the whole story." Jimin loses his posture for the first time.

"Me?! I told you to not do it since you never gave me in the first place! I know I'm not good enough so I was doing y'all a favor. But y'all don't care either way, do you?" The blond makes his way to the door when Jungkook screams.

"Stop being so selfish! You were the one to leave the first time. YOU WERE THE ONE. We had the worst four years of our life without you. Then after so much effort you come back with all those rules and limits. WE FOLLOWED ALL OF 'EM. And for what?! For you to come and tell us WE DIDN'T GIVE YOU ENOUGH?!" The brunette doesn't seem to want to stop the youngster from lashing on the older.

"Do you know why I left in the first place? Hum? DO YOU?" Jimin let's his tears flow down his face from the anger and sorrow all built in him.

"Yes mister, tell us please!" The youngster asks sarcastically.

"I felt so fucking left out! Y'all are perfect for each other! And me? I'm fucking fat and ugly like everyone says in dance practice! Every fucking day they bully me! Y'all didn't even notice that I've lost weight because they made me vomit everything I ate. But guess what? I'm still to fat for you. Jungkook your muscles and face are simply gorgeous. Taehyung your already one of the most attractive Korean men out there, what more is there to say?" Taehyung looks surprised whereas Jungkook seems furious.

"Why didn't you tell us they were doing that to you? Why didn't you talk to us?" The brunette asks still to taken aback.

"You don't care about me! That's why! I could be dying and you wouldn't notice. You wouldn't ask me if I was alright. It's not like I didn't wanna tell you. But you were never home when I needed a hug, never heard me when I wanted to tell you. Mostly I just wanted a kiss, a simple kiss on my lips, someone telling me I'm beautiful, I'm not fat. But y'all were worried about each other and never cared to ask. " The blond is devastated. His sobs loud enough to be heard by the neighbors, his tears wetting his chest, his shoulders wiggling uncontrollably.

"Why didn't you just say it?! We have more to think about then your little tantrums!" With that Jimin turns around, not before hearing Taehyung tell something to Jungkook.

"You've gone to far Kookie."

With that the door closes shut and Jimin is lost.

He's shivering from the cold, crying from the sadness and had nowhere to go.

Namjoon

That's the only person I have left...

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