I can't decide if it's good news or bad news. I can never decide between these things. She's not dead. But she's in a coma. Which my mom thinks is worse than death. She thinks that having a family member in a coma is worse because you don't know when they are gonna let go, and when they die they are already gone.

When I go back to school after spending a week at the hospital, I get a lot of looks. Like it was my fault. I don't think it Is. It was stupid Logan's fault, who is dead.
His parents went to the crime scene to make sure it was his body yesterday. It was.

Nora and some other girl Grace lived. Everyone else died. Grace isn't in a coma. She paralyzed everything from her hips and down.
There was 12 people in the car. And only two lived. The cops believe 2 people up front. 4 people in the cab, and 6 people in the tailgate. Nora was in the cab and Grace was is the passenger seat.
Jacklyn and Renee both died. Tami was Lucky and got sick that day so she couldn't go to the Party.

Me and Kylie are getting blamed for everything. Even our teachers treat us badly. Georgia is the only one who remains friends with us. But I can barely think about friend problems right now. All i can think about is Nora.

I go to visit Nora after school today. She looks peaceful, or she doesn't know what she got herself into. No one thinks it's her fault. I don't really. It's just her fault she was in the car with a drunk driver. It's not her fault but that