I wake up and try to sit up, the pain I feel is so intense I let out a small scream. I'm panting as I lay down on the bed, feeling a wet sensation on my shoulder. "Rederella? Are you alright?" I hear Ciel's voice and I turn my head towards him, groaning lightly. "It hurts.....like a bitch." Groaning, I ignore his shocked expression and roll over.

"Milady, I'm going to redress your wound. Is that okay with you?" I nod my head into my pillow since I'm face planted at the time being. Sebastian cleans my wound quickly after Ciel leaves and calls Ciel back when he is done. "Rederella please don't do that again," Ciel runs his hand down my cheek gently.

"You had me worried sick when you were stabbed." I close my eyes and lean into his touch, "I'm sorry Ciel. Its just that I wanted to get back at him so badly and I knew you wouldn't let me do it alone. By the way....who stabbed me?" I ask but before Ciel can answer the door opens and Sebastian comes in with a cart full of food.

"I suppose you'll be having lunch in here today Young Master." He says it as a statement and Ciel gives his nod of agreement. We eat and Ciel leaves for his study, I'm left alone to think. 'Who stabbed me? Could it have been Alois? No, he was in front if me the entire time and what he had said surprised me. Could he be right? Are they lying to me? But Ciel's been so nice, same qualifies for Sebastian. I'll have to ask Ciel later.'

Over the next two to three weeks, I had tried to talk with Ciel about my injury but every time I would bring it up, he would change the subject or we'd be interrupted! Finally I decided to let the matter rest, he doesn't want to talk about it because I was hurt I guess. Anyone seeing someone they love, stabbed will have that reaction. My wound is almost closed so I am finally capable of moving around now, its mostly just soreness keeping me in bed.

I get up shakily and head to the bathroom, Ciel walks in and rushes over to me. "What are you doing? You're still hurt." I look at the ground. "I wanted to take a bath." Is my simple reply. "Then why hadn't you asked Sebastian, he could've helped." I shake my head, "no Ciel. I want to do it on my own." Ciel begins to protest again and I cut him off rudely, "I'm tired of you and Sebastian doing things for me! I want to be able to function on my own!"

I feel bad for yelling at him and he seems to understand since he grabs me and pulls me into a loose embrace. "I know you want to do it on your own, but if it mean you hurting yourself more I don't want you to." I hug him back and bury my face in his shoulder. "I'm sorry Ciel," I mumble into his shoulder and he runs his hands through my tangled hair to comfort me.

After that episode, my healing went along quickly and now all my injury is just a pink scar but I still am generally sore. I twist and turn in my sleep, I'm having a nightmare.

~Nightmare:

I stand in a purple outfit, its weird because I feel like I know it. Like I've worn it before... Looking around, I find that I'm in a bed room with a large bed in the middle. I hear the door crack and I turn towards it. "Rederella?" I look at the voice and take a step back, its Alois. "Y-Yes?" I answer shakily and his eyes narrow, "why did you do that?! Now I have to punish you and you know I hate having to punish you."

I take another step back and tremble a bit. "Wh-What do you mean Alois?" I ask quietly and his eyes light up happily as he skips over me, scooping me up and tossing me on the bed. He climbs on top of me quickly, his face changing to malice. "You're so stupid, what do you think I meant?" His lips fall onto my own struggling lips and I try to push him off, earning me a hard slap.

"Stop it! This is your punishment for what you did." He trails kisses down my throat lightly and sucks on my pulse point, I moan slightly and he gives me a sly smirk. "I'm starting to think you like your punishment." He whispers in my ear before licking it. "N-No, I-I don't.." I whisper with my eyes shut tightly. I feel his hand travel up my dress and I let out a small scream of terror.

"N-No Alois! Please, stop!" I yell and struggle, he continues to drag his hand up more as he grabs my wrists with his other hand and pins it above me. "You have to be punished or you'll think its okay to do what you did." I feel tears roll down my cheeks as his hand almost reaches its mark and he trails towards it lightly, I whimper loudly and before anything else can happen the door bursts open.

"Alois, get away from her!" I look over to see Ciel and Alois removes his hand from my dress and hovers it over my chest instead, "why? She is my servant. I can do what I want with her." I clench my eyes shut as I feel his hand caress my left breast and I whimper in freight. "Alois, this is your last chance. Stop it or I'll force you to." Alois does nothing but bring his lips to my own, forcing his tongue into my mouth.

I struggle and I feel the life draining from me slowly as I'm suffocating.

~End of Nightmare/

I let out a loud scream, jolting up in the bed. I pull the blankets around me tightly, "C-Ciel st-stopped him. H-He c-couldn't have c-could he?" I whisper as I wrap my arms around myself. "Are you alright? Why did you scream?" I'm to busy whispering to myself and hyperventilating to see Ciel come closer to me, his hand falls onto my shoulder and I flinch away, whimpering loudly.

"What happened?" He asks me softly and tears roll down my face, "i-it was Alois. H-He tr-tried to r-rape m-me ag-." I mutter shakily and I'm pulled into a tight embrace. I lean into it, finding it my only source of comfort at the moment. Ciel whispers things in my ear and does anything he can to comfort me.

Once I'm calmed down, he tries to leave but my hand shoots out and grabs his sleeve. "S-Stay with me, p-please..." I plead in a small voice, Ciel sighs before climbing back into the bed with me. He wraps his arms around my waist and I snuggle into his chest, enjoying the warm feeling it gave me.

Only problem is....I still didn't feel protected.

£nd of Chapter~

Beeeeeppp wake up bit-

Alois- You little shi-

Reaper- Okay! We are out of time!

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