I walked downstairs from my room nearly falling down the stairs

"Hey sky" Phil said as he looked up to me

"Didn't get any sleep?"

"Never do" i say for the 5th time this week

"Sky you need sleep" he said putting down the knife in his hands next to the cutting board

"I-I know" I say as I run my eyes

"How about you go on the couch and try to go to sleep"

"Phil's it's not that I can't, I don't want to" I say as he walks over to me and leads me over to the couch

"Then sleep"

"No" I say still scared that I'll meet him again

"Please" he said sounding like he was getting a toddler to eat there broccoli

"Mums getting worried about you" Phil said

"She shouldn't I can take care of myself" I say

"If that's what you think you should agree with me and sleep" he said

"I-I....I'm scared Phil" I say looking directly at him

"I know I'll be right here the entire time" he said as Tubbo quietly snuck in and gave Phil a pillow and blanket which he set down and pushed down my shoulder making me rest my head on the pillow

I didn't move as he set a blanket over me

"I'll wake you up in 10 minutes" Phil said as my eyes started to close but I fought the urge to go to sleep and stayed up

Phil carefully set his hand on my eyes making me close my eyes making it easier to fall asleep

Phil removed his hands and I opened my eyes seeing Phil leave

I didn't feel tired anymore..

I sat up and saw Phil working in the kitchen

I got up and walked towards him

"That stupid girl can't even do the simplest tasks" he said mumbling but not enough since I could hear him

"I told you~" the deep voice said from behind me as I saw the Phil completely ignored me

"No one loves you" the voice said as I looked behind me and saw the same large figure

"That's not true" I say

"Ok then when was the last time some said it"

"I-i don't remember" I say as I look down at the ground hiding the tears forming in my eyes

"Because it never happened, don't you get it" he said tilting my head up

"Your worthless" he smiled- or what I could see of it and left vanishing into thin air

I sit down and put my back to a wall and tuck my knees into my chest and then my head into my knees

After a few hours I feel asleep tears still running down my face

"Sky?" Phil said as I look up as see Phil look at the couch

I try to muffle my sniffles as I sit in the corner of the bar

"Sky!" He said as he started to walk around looking

Techno and Wilbur instantly ran down as he heard my name be called

"What's wrong" Wilbur said

"I put sky to sleep on the couch and now she's gone" Phil explain as Wilbur went upstairs to check and techno looked around a bit before lip syncing

"You good" he said without making a sound

But since I can't read lips I just hide my eyes again

"Phil how about you go check outside where Tom and tubs are" techno said

"Good idea" Phil said as he went to the backyard

I heard technos soft but fast footsteps as it stopped

I looked up to see techno sitting next to me

"Bad dream?" He said

"Please don't.." I say as techno looked at me confused

"Don't what?" He said as he brushed a piece of hair behind my ear

"A-act like you care" I say as I bring out the hair that he tucked and turned my head so i wasn't looking directly at him

"I'm not acting" he said

"If your here to just say your right- even though your wrong you can leave..." I said as I say techno shift but stays there and grabs a book from the counter and reads it

"Sky why are you crying" Phil said coming up to us then left and went upstairs

"Do you want to talk about it" techno said

"C-can I hug you" I say as I look at techno

"Yeah" he said as i uncurled grabbed onto techno and then curled back up

Techno moves me so I was sitting in his lap and my head was resting on his chest which aloud me to hear his breathing and heartbeat

"Your ok" he said as my crying stopped and my breath slowed down

"Was it him again" techno said as I nod

"I'll protect you" he says as I felt my eyes drifting off again but this time I didn't fight it

Once I got into my sleep I didn't panic when I saw the dark figure

"There using you" it said as I tried to speck but technos hand came up and covered my mouth- was I talking in my sleep

"Ignore him" techno said as I stoped talking and curled back into his chest as I heard multiple voices but this time it sounded like an echo surrounding me and the figure

The voices (instead of yelling at me) we're yelling for me protecting me

After a few hours the voices got annoying so I woke up and saw techno wrapping his arms around my knees and was it keeping me from moving

"Techie..I'm awake now" I whisper as he woke up slightly and saw me

"Did you bother you" he asked

"No the voices are annoying though" I say as he nods

"That will happen" techno says

I saw Phil walk down

"P-Phil" I said as he looked at me and smiled

"Yes?" He asked

"What did you say after I went to sleep and you went back to the kitchen"

"Nothing why?"

"In my dream y-you said some stuff" I say as I turn my head so my ear was facing techno chest

"What stuff" Phil said as tears form in my eyes

"Would you like to write it down" techno asked as I nod and soon a note pan and paper

I start to write stuff down but I get stuck on a word-

What no I'm not I'm 14 I can write fluently I'm just..loss of writes?

It's fine just use a different word

But that's the only word- No there has to be others

"Stuck?" Techno asked as I looked at him then back at the paper

"No..i-no" I say as I ditch the excuse and starts writing this time I just wrote what he said

I stop again thinking more

"Sky do you know how to write?" Phil said

"Y-yes I just need to think.." I say as I stare at the pen in my hands

Just guess

I write how I think it's spelt and continue on

I stop and think of simple words just to make sure I spelt them right

I hand over the paper to Phil as he looks at it then at me then back at the paper

"Sky.." Phil started still looking at the paper

"This is unreadable" Phil said handing techno the notepad

"Sure it is" I say as I take it back and look at it

"Sky..do you know how to write" Phil asked

"Just forget about it" I say ripping the page and crumbling it into a ball

"What did Phil say" Techno asks

"That I was stupid and couldn't do the simplest to tasks" I say as techno lowers his knees and Phil picked me up

"Sky we know when you've been through I would never say that-" Phil said

"But you did Phil! And i-i know it wasn't you but it was someone and I it sounded like you.." I say as Phil set me down

"I'll be in my room I just need proper rest..and time to think" I say as Phil nodded as I walked off to my room

I saw as Tubbo and Tommy came in from outside scratched and bruised from pretend fighting

I close my door and look for something to write with and to write on

Once I find something I write down something random

'Bees in a tree'

I don't know why but I wrote it

"Bes īh a tee

Looked about right

I go downstairs and show it to Tommy

"Read it to me" I say as he takes the paper and stares at it before showing it to Tubbo

"I know I'm dyslexic but..this is your own language" Tubbo said as he ran over to techno

"Tommy no!" I say as he hands it to techno before I could stop him

"Sky is this how you write?"

"No I was just testing them to see if they could read it now give it" I say as techno folds it up and puts it in his pocket

"Just get rest" techno says

I walk back upstairs and laid in my bed and eventually fell asleep

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