Warning ⚠️ this chapter includes sexual content that may not be suitable for all . Reader discretion is advised

6 months later

Youngboy p.o.v

"Now let me ask you this , when I look at you in person I see several scars around your face "

"Yeah them scars that shit thats me you know me you know the scars "

"Where did some of those scars come from "

"Shit ... dese " I pointed to the back of my head "this from a halo you know them lil things with the screws in yo head Uhm I broke my neck when I was foe I was wrestling and my grandma was in the back room " I looked down at my phone when it lit up "this my people my lil pose texting me from jail yeah but say my momma calling to but aye I was wrestling in my grandma back room when I was foe ... wit the dudes down from around the street ion know what happened but I know that nigga slammed me and I fell on my neck and I fell out the bed and I remember my shit being from right here to right here " I pointed at my chin then my shoulder "I couldn't move my momma and dem came down there I was crying I'm in the other room they tryna you know but I said don't touch me don't touch me but yeah that shit come from that halo shit" I finished

" could that have paralyzed u were you almost ... "

"It could have it could have killed me but god blessed me imma blessed child "

" and we're clear " the director said finishing the interview I was doing it was my third interview this week since mew album dropped . My life was taking off so many people wanted me in they studio and I got a tour in April with 21 savage and one in November with me and the gang

This shit bog how all this jus popped off like this . Me and the gang we up

Coco p.o.v

I walked in Oceans funeral and set next to her mom . Her mom laid down and cried in my lap . I fake cried while everyone was rubbing my back they played missing you by faith evans and p diddy . I looked around and shook my head everybody yo family at yo funeral huh

"Ms.Walsh do you have any words " the preacher asked oceans mom

Before she could say anything I spoke "I have some words she was my best friend " I sighed and said and he let me get on the stage

Before I spoke I put my head in my palm and started fake crying but when I rose my head that soon turned into a laugh peoples faces went from sad to confused

"God is good ain't he"I laughed and everybody got mad "all y'all mufukas is fake hell ocean was fake too " I said " the only difference between y'all and her is that she's dead now "

"Stop " the preacher grabbed me I pushed him off

" shut the fuck up the only difference between u and them is that you get paid for being fake god this god that Jesus this Jesus that bull fucking shit all that is bull shit this dumb bitch in this casket ain't wit Jesus now all her sins aint been cleansed she ain't wearing all white with god angels and butterflies every fucking where" I yelled and threw the Bible that was on the stand

"Oh you little bitch you must be Satan sent straight from hell " ms Walsh stood up and screamed

"Nah actually I am the punishment of god ... if you had not committed great sins god would not have sent a punishment like me upon u " I said before putting my shades on and walking out with all eyes on me

Shae p.o.v

It's been such a hard 6 months . With Mickey and Minnie dying coco was really blaming herself because she was with them the previous night and right after she left there was a drive by but nobody got killed till the people got out the car and started finishing them off . Ms Thompson might have took it the worst but after the funeral coco had went back to old coco and believe that's worst then before she don't believe in are brother so she don't talk to him to calm herself down no more and she is out of control .Kentrell been busy with his kids his work and his music so I barely get to see him . Three is busy with young boy so him and coco had no time to plan there wedding overall tho me Paris and Pierre were keeping the shop up and money started being a hobby

Sometimes I catch myself praying that everything stays in order .

Coco p.o.v

I walked up and set next to ms Thompson at Mickey and Minnie's memorial. The top of her shirt was drenched with tears and she finally noticed I was next to her

"I thought you would be on the run by now everybody and they momma want yo head " she said

I took my shades off revealing tears in my eyes and looked at her

" come here " she said as I cried in her arms

"All they wanted to do was get out of here and go to Atlanta "I said she patted my back as I reminisced on them

"Aye coco dada here " shilaun asked shaking in the cold "Nah man why you out here so late " I asked pulling him inside " I needa talk to dada " he said "well luhmarc working so I'll tell him u stop by what u want wit my brother anyway " I asked " I wanna sell " he said and I busted out laughing "yea nigga and I wanna give ginuwine a lap dance but it ain't gone happen " I laughed then thought about it "do akeem know about this " I asked referring to his big brother who I also went to school with "Nah and he don't got to either " he whispered "shilaun look this not good for you this not the right way "I told him " I jus wanna move my family outta here to a nice city like Atlanta " he smiled "alright man "

"I wish I woulda stayed nun of this would have Happened " I sighed

"Coco it's not your fault " she mumbled "it's mine shilaun snd akeem should have never been exposed to the lifestyle they were shown when they were Little they should have never wanted for nothing" she sighed

"Mickey and min- " I stopped myself "shilaun and Akeem loved you no matter what happened and they will always love you jus like I will always love them " a tear dropped from my face

"Talk to em sometime " she smiled

I looked at the rock and sighed " nah "

Shae p.o.v

I got a text from youngboy saying to get in the car that was outside of the tattoo shop. I walked to the car and got in and it was empty with a note attached to the seat . The driver started to drive while I read the note

"Cum find me " I read and I smiled . Either there was a pun intended or he needed to go back to school

The car pulled up to his house and I got out walking in his house seeing another note on his door

"Follow the petals to your heart " i read and saw the petals on the floor

I smiled and followed them up the steps . I saw one last not on the door of our bedroom

"Well come in stupid " I smacked my lips and pushed the door open as soon as I did a song filled my ears

"If you need a love, I got the love that you need Ain't no way they can take that from me And I pray to God that one day they will see They'll see that I'm all that you need" he lipped sing to it as he move towards me with his shirt off with drink in His hands

"Hey Baybeh " he said kissing my lips 3 times with the third one adding some tongue

"Hey what's all this " I looked at the decorated room with candles and chocolates strawberries and whipcream everywhere and a hot tub

"It's shae appreciation week "he said taking off the rest of his clothes

"I don't know why you doing all of this it should be appreciation for you " I took my close off and joined him in the hot tub

"Baybeh we both hard workers and that's why we deserve a break"he said tapping my glass with his

I got some whip cream and ate it off my finger .

"Gimmie some " he licked his lips

I put some on my finger and he licked it off kissing my lips and my neck the heat and bubbles from the tub turned me on even more

"I'm goin' down down down And do it 'til your legs' shakin' Do it 'til your legs' shakin'" we heard the song In the background play and he went from my neck to my chest to my waist lifting me out the water putting me on the floor teasing my clit with his tongue flickering it on it "mmm daddy "I moaned tightening my legs around his head . He ate it faster and by now i was ready to burst his tongue went up and down and my legs starting getting weak shaking causing my grip to loosen on his neck and me to cum in his mouth he came up to my mouth and kissed me putting some whipped cream in my mouth.

"Lick it 'til she's shiverin' oooh And then I'm gonna look her in her eyes and tell her I love her, I love her, I love her..."

"Turn around "