Okay, guys, I feel horrible for making you guys wait, cause hell I haven't been doing anything like I said I was. Well I was doing it until, suddenly bam-LIFE- decided to screw me over once more and put another huge ass thing on my plate, while I'm already dealing with a bunch of shit, so now I'm unsure, I'm more self-conscious, not at all confident that much as I was which was already pretty low. But I'm trying, trying to get my head on straight, write, draw, fucking sing my soul out so I can feel better than feeling like some hollow fuck who has raging emotions on the inside that they can't control cause no one really cares....*sigh* I needed to say something and maybe be a little honest to people, to you guys I barely know and I'm sure your all probably past this and that's okay. Just life is a fucked up jester that won't leave me alone to gather all these things up and spit them into a fire. Ugh. That's why I'm getting back on this and soon after editing the shit out of this, sorry for all my cussing by the way. My bad girl side comes out when everything bubbles up haha, just...

Thank you.

Red's Pov

I sighed somewhat content in the hospital bed, ready to go home where I can bake and actually move. Even though nothing absolutely physical happened to me, I was worn out, to the point it was dangerous...and well, my...um father, or well Dad? Yeah, that's strange for me too. He told me it was because my soul and Johns are linked and can sense pain through that. Just how that one book said.

But the weirdest thing about all this recovery stuff was me meeting my real dad, and it was entirely plausible with how much we look alike. And I always thought I was adopted, or something like that as I barely really looked like my mom or well, um or him. I never really knew my supposed father's name anyway. Convenient.

Breathing in deeply I laid my head back on the soft pillow underneath my head and blinked at the white ceilings, that I've grown accustomed to actually, even the what I assume is a coffee stain.

My eyes turned to the door as it opened to find John sneaking in with his IV's on the pole as he rolled it in after him. Soon sitting in the chair that my Dad was sitting in before visitors had to leave. I smiled at him happy I was with him again even if he really should be healing in his own bed.

"I just needed to see you." He said softly as he took my own hand in his large one. I smiled softly at him but soon frowned as I held his hand tighter. "What's wrong Love?"

I looked at him with tears appearing in my eyes. "You'll hate me..." I said through a sob as my hand held his that decided to just consume mine when he brings his other one into the equation.

He looked adorably confused. "I'd never hate you Red. Never." He said removing his added hand to put it on my cheek making me keep my green eyes on his. "Do you understand? Now please, tell me what's really wrong?"

"He...touched me. And I couldn't stop him and he, he..." he quickly shush me with a kiss.

"And he won't ever touch you again. Do you hear me? I know you didn't want it, I could feel it, Love, I could feel everything. And when we get back home, me and you are going to go at it until all traces of him are gone from your memory do you understand?" He said wiping the stray tears as I leaned into his hand.

I had my other hand not holding his go on top of his to just keep it there. "Okay..." I said softly, my eyes closed as I drank in the comfort of my mate.

Before I knew it he had moved us to where I was laying on him as he laid on the small bed. Comforting me with his hand softly going through my hair now. Breathing deeply as I let my ear press into his chest where the soft rhythm of his heartbeat lured me to sleep.

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When I woke it was to my Dad and a nurse scolding John who wasn't really caring at the moment as he let his hand drift through my hair.

"You really should take care of yourself John! What if you hurt yourself?" My father scolded and looked like he actually cared which made me smile.

"Well if you guys just combined our rooms or even had me stay in here, I wouldn't be sneaking in, now would I?" John says stubbornly as he snuggled me some more.

I sighed. "I agree with John." I said as I looked at my dad as he sighed as he gave up.

"Fine do whatever. It's not like I care." The older man said with a pout.

I giggled as I sat up some careful of the tangled tubes and cords. "We're Fine, I think it actually helps that we're together Dad." I said.

He nearly cried at hearing me say that. He always does. I'm tempted to just stop calling him Dad if he keeps that up. He seemed to be super proud of me as well, more so than I ever thought parents were able to be. It made me happy. It really did.

"See, even Red agrees." John says looking ready for a fight.

Like always.

The nurse sighed as she stepped up. "Red is kinda right. They are also able to leave whenever they want now, doctors orders. I just need to check your vitals one last time and get you off them. Okay?" She said as she walked over, clipboard in hand.

I wasn't sure that would be a good idea, to let us out, cause with what John told me...we might just come back.

I nodded and let her do her job.

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I stretched lazily in the sun, the actual sun as I was outside enjoying the warmth that came from said source. I was kinda excited to get back, I wanted to cook! I missed cooking. And I also wanted to see my brother, and everyone else in the mansion. I wanted to see Jamie for another reason besides coming to like the always different gender fairy. Let's not forget Cinder and Goldie.

Sighing I relaxed under the bright gaze. Waiting for the car to get around to the front of the hospital so we can go home. John talking to the receptionist and Doctor about a visit to check on us.

"You ready?" John asked as he came out and stood before me, also soaking in the sun.

I nodded with a smile. "Yeah, I can't wait to get home." I said as I leaned into John.

John seemed to be happy as he wrapped his arm around me and kept me to him tightly, soon the car came to us and we got in. My dad saying he'd see me later.

*****
Smut ahead!! Watch out!
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"Where is everyone?" I asked as we walked in.

"I told them that me and you are going to be busy." John said as he quickly pulled me towards our room.

I blushed brightly as I stuttered over my words. "B-But John! Y-Your sti-stitches!" I said embarrassedly.

"I'll be fine." He said and picked me up and over his shoulder like a sack of flour. Before he started running!

"Agh! Slow down!" I yelled as I held onto his shirt.

And he did, once we got to our room and opened it only to lay me on our bed. "Now, where did that bastard touch you?" He asked his voice rough and he was panting already.

I grew even redder as I met his smoldering gaze. "My side an-nahh!" I gasped, unable to finish as his large hands had already started to touch my sides softly, and before I could really do much, or say more he had already lifted my legs by the thighs, hands rubbing the soft fatty skin of my thighs.

"I think I'll just touch and mark everywhere." John muttered as he softly bit into my skin before licking it after. Making me sigh in content. Something inside me saying it was great to be marked by my mate.

My lower abdomen was feeling tingly and more sensitive the more he kissed over it as he slowly came back to my face.

"I missed you so much...." he said softly as he nuzzled my neck softly kissing it as he pulled me close. "So so much..."

Tears spring to my eyes as I laughed and took his head into my hands making him look into my eyes. "Me too. Every second I missed you and waited. Very much, so hurry up and make up for the time." I said as I sweetly had our lips meet and it was just as loving as any making my heart feel even lighter.

Soon we were taking off our clothes, his shirt, my shirt, my shorts to his pants before we finally were nude as our boxers were thrown across the room.  He then attacked my lips even faster than before. Crushing and heated passion between us that made my insides become warmer by the second.

His large hands, the ones I'll only ever touch me, roamed my body like it was the first time he's ever done so. My hands couldn't get enough of his fluffy hair, so they were stuck there as we kissed like animals.

When we pulled apart we huffed to regain our air supply as he produced some gel to help with the next part of our reunification. He dropped some on his fingers before looking at me. I gave him a nod to go ahead a little nervous, but I trusted John. I was only nervous because the last time I was touched it felt like I was being torn apart.

He slid one in, and slowly I adjusted to the point he was able to lather himself up and kissed me as he lined up. "I love you," John says as he pulled away only to kiss me again as he pushed in.

I smiled into the kiss, ignoring the twinge of pain at the large intrusion, more focused on the kiss and soft touches that John gave me as he slowly let me adjust. I pulled away from the kiss, with a small smile, "I love you too."

He grinned at me before kissing me passionately stopping his movement only for a moment before he sped things up a little bit as he got restless, but I was already getting used to it.

As soon as I was fully adjusted, John pulled out only to slam back in unexpectedly. I yelled as he did this a few times as he sped up before I was crying out in ecstasy as pleasure rushed through my being.

"John!" I screamed when he hit that one spot inside and he angled himself purposely to hit that exact spot each time he threw his hips into me.

I tried to keep up, but with him being what he is, I just gave up and let him pound into me.

I cried out as he grabbed my hip in one hand and then my own hard manhood to stroke it with the same pace he was using as he drilled himself inside me. "John...I can't!!" I yelled as the feeling of the forming knot in my stomach began.

"Ah, Joh-" he decided to kiss me at that moment, and with all the sensory, and before I could tell him I came all over the both of his mewling inside my throat as his tongue explored my mouth. I felt the shivers pass through me and making me tighter down there to the point, John groaned as he came. Leaving my lips alone so I could breathe the air I needed.

We huffed as we sat there for a moment, both tired in a way, I was overloaded with this round of sex, but I was slowly calming down before I felt him moving in and out again, and the tingles spread.

"John, what are you doing?" I asked even though I had the suspicion he was going for round 2.

"I told you I'd be doing this till all memory of that asshole is erased, from both our minds." He said before he softly bit my neck.

Softly I moaned. But I didn't stop, him, I wanted this as much as he did.

But I didn't want to go more rounds then 3, so we went 7. Which is more then we could both handle. Because I fell asleep for a whole day, right after we had to get John's stitches redone.

I didn't even get to bake yet.

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So, I'm back, as you could tell. Haha, anyways, a few more chapters and this book will be finished.

Thanks for reading and I hoped you enjoyed this chapter, I'll get the next chapter done as soon as I can.

-Neko