Tw: cutting, swearing

Remy POV

"You are gonna eat this sandwich and then your gonna go to bed. And don't even think about hurting yourself. I'm gonna be with you for the rest of the night so I know your okay. Got it?"

At this point I was too worried about Deceits health to even notice how strict I was being. I only noticed when he shuddered. I felt a little pain of guilt hit but I shook it off and watched as his face changed from fear to disgust.

"Why?"

"Are you kidding me?! Did you seriously ask why?!" Deceit seemed to shrink down in my arms trying to slide out but I only tighten my grip.

"Deceit you need to eat!"

"No."

"If you don't eat this then so help me I'll-"

I was cut of by my hand covering my mouth without my control.

I looked down at Dee and saw him loosen his grip from my other arm and bolt to his room with me close behind. Unfortunately I was not fast enough and I ended up running face first into the door.

I finally had control over my arm and hand again and uncovered my mouth.

"Deceit let me in!"I screamed as my fist hit the door. "NO! GO AWAY REMY!!!" he screamed back. "NO! I'M HERE TO HELP YOU!!" I hollered, "why did you save me Remy? Your life would be better with me gone", and just like that it felt the world just collapsed around me.

Deceit POV

I was sitting on my bed waiting for a response from Remy. And when he didn't reply I went into my drawer and pulled out my razor.

As I began to cut I felt someone try to rise up into my room, but I didn't let them.

After I carved a word into my skin my door fell to the floor to reveal a pissed off and concerned Remy. I instantly closed my fist around the blade but that only made my hand bleed. I bit my lip to hold back my cries as Remy rushed over to me and grabbed my hand trying to open it, and me being weak he opened my fist with ease. Remy gasped at the sight of my bleeding palm and pulled the blade out of my skin earning a cry from me.

Remy conjured a med kit and began to wrap up my hand. When he was finished he rolled up my sleeve and gasped at the word I had written.

Freak

As Remy finished tending to my arm and looked up at me and asked "Do you really think you are a freak?" Concern laced in his voice. I gave him a sad nod still keeping my head down. "How could you think such a thing?" Remy asked, I looked up at him with tears in my eyes and screamed "LOOK AT ME REMY! JUST LOOK AT ME! I'M DISGUSTING! I'M UGLY! I'M SOME HYBRID SNAKE FREAK!" The tears poured out of my eyes as I yelled at Remy, but he seemed unfazed.

He moved my bangs out of my face, revealing my messed up eye and snake face. He began to caress my scales as he spoke "You are not a freak Dee. You are beautiful just the way you are. You may not like your scales and your eye but they are a part of you, so don't you dare say you look ugly when you look perfect just the way you are."

He used his thumb to whip away my tears that rolled down my face. "Now-," he started " it's getting late and you need rest but before you fall asleep-" he conjured up the sandwich from earlier and handed it to me "-please just finish this.....for me" I sighed and took a few bites from the sandwich, which made Remy sigh in relief.

After I finished half of the sandwich I felt like I was gonna be sick to I ran into my bathroom and threw up into the toilet. I began to cry again because of the burning feeling in my throat which caused my thoughts to start going crazy.

Your so weak

Remy is gonna hate you

He's gonna laugh at you

He's gonna leave you

He's gonna FORGET you

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Hey everyone!!!! Sorry this took awhile to make but I hope the little wait was at least worth it.

I made a new book for ask/dares with all the sides. It would mean a lot if you checked it out.

Well anyway I'm gonna start the next chapter and if any of you have ideas for future chapters please let me know. Thanks!!!!