It's been nearly
4 years since
My diagnosis
Yet what I find
Odd &
Uncomfortable

Brain fog
Is hindering
My life now
More then ever

10.5 months
Into recovery
It's oppressing
And depressing

I tried running
A test on just how
Deeply it penetrates
Smoking hookah
And trying to
Get a small zing

Showed me
Brain fog
In me
Had the density
Of solid to wet
Cement

Though it explained
The short term
Memory loss
At a higher level

It made me angry
So so angry
Because it feels
Impenetrable

And how can I
Fight something
Like that?

Fire can
Melt concrete
But what kind
Of a flame

Can torch the
Brain fog
Out of my head?
Can't let this
Keep controlling me

I've got a life to live