I waked up at noon with a naked Sofija next to me on her phone.

" Morning bestie "
" Morning "
I decided to get dressed and go feed myself  and I can think how and when I will talk to Billie in a somehow  normal way there isn't  anything "normal" with being lowered into the ground and than showing up alive like nothing ever happened. I will probably write her a letter for her to come to my house when she's ready.

2 hours later

I'm not hungry anymore and now I'm sitting in my room for probably half an hour with an empty paper I don't know how to put everything into words might as well start with a hi.

Hello dear Billie

I don't know where to even start so I will start at the beggining.
I had cancer as you found out after my death. Before I died I found out that there is actually a way I can somehow live but I had to die first. Id rather tell you about this in person. I had to leave so I wouldn't cause you all more pain and put you in danger. I went to live in Miami and started my new life there I'm not the same person I was all those years ago. I actually had one of my friends over here watching out for you so nothing would happen to you she was your guardian if you ever noticed anything weird. She was the one who told me about my daughter. I didn't know the nurses took my eggs but I'm glad they did and it's true all the times Violette was talking about seeing me I was there I had to meet my daughter. When you are ready to talk please come to this adresse (some adresse) and come alone without Violette.

            See you soon, Serena Rose

I left my house and started driving to Billie's place. I arrived and luckily she wasn't home so I slid the envelope into her house and left. I went into the local mall deciding to buy some food to make her when she comes over so we can talk over lunch or diner. I come home to my friends playing video games and shouting
" Guys remember Billie?"
"yes" they all said and stopped the game.
" Well I wrote a letter to her when she will be ready she will come here so I would really apreciate for you to go somewhere for a few hours so me and her can talk."
" deal " they all said and went to their game

I bring the groceries into the kitchen putting everything away  and than went to play games with my friends till we went to sleep.