Yoongi's POV

I am at the top of the tree branch, laying and resting myself peacefully on it while thinking about stuffs.

Jungkook is obeying me so much. When I told him to stop talking to me, he actually did.
He apologises to me many times and its getting into my nerves lately. Through out the first year we met, I never once thought hes gay. I knew he acts feminine but didnt actually think about him as gay. And more over, he said he likes me? Hah. his own cousin? Thats just weird.

I saw how he reacted after Jimin have given him a kiss. It didnt shock me when Jimin confesses about it. Since I was already there before it happened.

I just dont understand why would he like someone like me? I mean, we just got a little close this year when he entered the gang so how? Love at first sight? Thats bullshit.

He acts so gentle and innocent around me but deep inside him hes the opposite.

He likes me? How annoying.

Ugh..what the hell Suga? Of all people why is your mind filled with that filthy Jungkook?! Thats uncool.

"Yoongi!!"

I heard someone crying out my name but I just ignored it.

I need to be alone for now.

"Yoongi!~Yoohooo~ Where are you?"

Its the horse. -.- Too tired to deal with him.

"Yoongi Shuga! I know youre up there. Get down now!"

Oh? He found out already? Thats fast.

I pretended that I was sleeping by light snoring.

zzzzzZZZZZ

"Do you think you can actually fool me Yoongi?"

/GASPED/ Holy shit how did he came up here that fast?!

"Try a little bit harder!"

Jhope said before backing down again.
I rolled my eyes and just stay laying while both of my hands under my head "What do you want?" I asked, sounding really bored.

"I heard a news from Jimin two weeks ago.." Jhope answered, with a clear seriousness in his tone.

"What is it?" I asked still doesnt give a damn.

"Its about your girlfriend, Eisa" With that I raised my body, removing its contact from the branch of the tree.

"What about her?" I asked sitting on the branch. I can see Jhope sitting on the ground with both arms folded on his chest, looking up to me.

"You know that she's cheating on you right? Its so impossible if you dont cos youve complained to me many times that you have been seeing unknown number texting your girlfriend with hearts and blahblahblah flirtateous messages"-Jhope

Hes really a straightforward person. Yeah, hes right. Ive seen my girlfriend do stuffs like that but I just let her. Its like giving space right? I dont even know what kind of a man am I. I really got a soft spot if its about her. No one knows about it except Jhope. He is my childhood bestfriend until now, were still in good terms.

I told him everything thats happening in Eisa and I's relationship. He never failed to give me advices but its really up to me though. Its my life after all. Sure his advices are good and helpful but I love my girlfriend so much, that I belive her more.

I said I hated liars. I feared to be lied with, I feared to believe the lies.

im running away from my own fear.

Im busting out my dislikes to others.

Its like im craving for their comforts to hide me from the lies.

I really hate liars and that is why I hate myself too.

I kept lying to myself that she will love me as much as I love her. I just couldnt accept the fact that im not the only one she loves.

I pity myself for lying and for not believing whats truth.

Because I love her. alot.

"YOONGI ARE YOU DEAF?!" I turned my head to the one and only person who was with me when he brought me back to reality.

"What were you saying? I didnt hear it" I answered. Of course I didnt hear what he said. I was spacing out.

He rolled his eyes before he grant my request to repeat himself.

"As I was saying that girlfriend of yours flirted with your cousin this time.." "WHAT?!" Did he mean Eisa flirted with Jungkook?

"Uh-huh, you heard me right" Jhope answered while bobbing his head upside down.

I just stared at him for a while, processing the words that I wanna response back.

Eisa..wont cheat on me with my own cousin. Thats just terrible.its not true. Eisa promised me she wont ever cheat on me anymore.she wont do such thing.

"Shut up J. Who the fuck told you about that?" I scowled at him.

"Ugh, were you even listening to me carefully? I said, Jimin gave me this info last week.. -_- the time when you allowed Jungkook to ride your backseat?"-Jhope

"Okay so? That jerk must have heard it from the other gossip people" I said while I tilt my head back in a frustrated way.

"Oh come on Yoongi! Where was she at that time? She disappeared behind you once again. And what kind of a girlfriend would do that? only those who hides something behind you!"-Jhope

After he stated that my eyes grew and I could care less about the glares im earning from him because He hit some of my disabled nerves. Something hit me. Something that would help me release myself from this game.

But as always, I draw myself back to that 'Lie' pit again.

"Stop blabbering about my girlfriend Jhope. -_- thats just a lie." I insisted my side.

"No dude thats discretion! Shes a cheat bro. Open your eyes already. -_- Shes playing it cool, while youre struggling"-Jhope

I couldnt take what he was telling me so I stood and left him there.

-

I didnt know what Jhope's reaction was after I left him there.

I shouldnt believe what other people say before what my girlfriend have to say. But Jhope is not just an 'other person' to me. Hes my bestfriend, but I just couldnt believe what he says.

My face was facing above while walking my way outside the campus university and to the dead silent street where I can only see cold faces so I choose to look at the sky. Its warm and beautiful.. Beautiful lie...beautiful lie...Eisa.. loves me. Right?...

what a beautiful lie.. :)

Ugh. need to rest from this lunatic life.

[END OF CHAPTER TEN]