Jungkook put on his suit and tie. He carefully and thoroughly arranged his redish tie as he combed his semi-brown hair in a well mannered for a 21 years old man like him, should have.

Afterwards, he went downstairs to catch up with his mom and his younger brother Jion.

However, when he finally reaches the ground, the living room which appears first is already emptied. Which means, his both mom and sibling got out of the house first.

He walked out next and the maids reassured him that they can handle the house till they come home at midnight after the wedding theyre going to attend.

Jungkook didnt really know who were the bride and the groom of the wedding since he was just forced to dress up this morning by his mother. He just know one info;its the wedding of one of his relatives.

He got in the car and scooted next to his lil bro at the backseat, while his mom took the wheel and started the engine as they drove their way to the wedding ceremony.

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After 30 minutes, they got off the engine and head straight to a house painted in cream with brown coloured roof.
They actually arrived after the wedding and nows the dinner wedding celebration.

[Jungkook]

Jion and Eomma walked forward as I followed their tracks, going in the house like mansion.

I dont really know why I came here in the first place.

I was busy going through the files I needed to submit at school.
Im at the end of my college life, Im in 4th year in Senior class and this is my last year in college.

The next thing Ill be doing is to search for a job. But before that, I need to rest!

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Just after entering, a woman greeted us that whom I dont even recognize and she led us to the main spot of the event.

Mom probably knew the people who were around us since she kept on smiling and waving at a pack of crowds. She got into a cheek to cheek greetings then bowing greetings to words.

Same as Jion, he seems to know everyone. He got his mouth stretched into a smile while bowing at each person that my mom would bump into.

They both seems to know them, while me. I barely even identify their appearances. Theyre all knew to my eyesight.
But even so, I kept my mouth stretching into a fake smile. I dont wanna deal with people anymore. I had enough of them. But to act nice, I should give them this smile pft.

My mom stopped and both of me and my brother's tracks stopped behind her.
We were facing a blonde hair woman and a caramel-like hairdye man, Oh I do recognised this two. They are Suga-hyung's parents. Wait... What are they doing here? If theyre here, then that makes hyung's here as well?!

"Oh my! Im glad you made it here, Jiyeon-ah!" The blonde hair woman said before she gave my mom a short embrace. Mom's name is Jeon Jiyeon.
"Of course! We're family!" My mom replied, not noticing how my heart just stopped from beating so fast earlier.
Yeah.. were family. Hyung's my cousin..

"/gasp/ Jungkookie? Jionie? The little boys we raised just grew up so fast! How are you guys doing?" We caught the man's attention and so the other elders too.
"Im okay, appa-chi!" Jion answered. Yep, he calls the man who I forgot the name was-as appachi; appa, father. Since we were raised by two mothers and a one father. Our real father left before we could see the 'said' 'beauty of the world'. beauty you say? Its ugly to me.

"Oh thats great! What about you jungkook?" He asked to me. I looked at them and tried to show them the smile I used to have but failed when the person who gave me colorblindness that made me into who I am now, appeared beside the two married couple.

"Yoongie?" I already saw him but I still turned to look at my mother at a confused emotion-who spoke,unsure if she sees him right. Just that, my heart hit the corners of my inner organs, trying to set itselt free, Just like old times.

Why are you beating so fast stupid heart?!

"It is really you!" Mom said and pulled him into a tight embrace"Im so glad to see you!".

He hug my mother back and smiled.
He actually smiled?! He never smiles before.. Is this really hyung?

By the time, I stared at his face for a longest minutes, he suddenly looked up to me. I startled and my breath hissed when I lean onto something hard. I apologised at the person who I stepped on and looked back at the four people who were only looking at me. "Sorry.." I apologised to them as well, and trying the best that I can to not make my eyesight land onto that guy again.

What are you doing Jungkook? You should act normal! Its been 5 fucking years! Whats wrong with you?! Stop it already. You moved on! I repeat, You move-

"How are you, Jeon?"

I got snapped when he... he... he spoke to me? When did he learn to do the first move? Its always been me who greet or talk to him first! Aish, stop Jungkook! Pretend that you dont give a shit, like he did to you before!
"Im doing much better." I replied coldly but with a smile. He smiled back. He smiled again. This is so new to me.

"Oh thats good to hear... Uhm.. uh, Do you-""Yoongi!"
The words he wanted to say got cut off when a person called out to him.

He looked behind, and a tall guy appeared with a slight blue highlight on his blonde hair.

I noticed that, my brother along with the two elders left, me and Suga hyung.

And just now, I can see the change of hyung's outlook. He got his hair coloured in red, the last time I saw him which was 5 years ago, his hair was dyed in blue and to pink. He still got a three rowed earrings from his right ear, like he always do.

In second thoughts, his outlooks never change. How about his innerself though? Im guessing he did change... and its unexpected.
"-eon..Jungkook!" I snapped once again.

"Y-Yeah??" I asked, looking at the two guys infront of me which were hyung and the other person who called out to him.

He smirked "Got alot to think of?"
"Tch.. none of your business.." I said and left the two of them.

What I hate the most, are those people whos observant that has a big mouth. I hate them alot.

I walked towards the veranda of the house and stayed there for how goddamn much I want.

I inhaled and exhaled the cold breeze coming from the beautiful atmosphere. For the first time in my collage life, I actually thought that the atmosphere isnt suffocating like how it always been for me.

Since the last time, Ive thought of it as nice and fresh. It was the time when I met hyung. It wasnt good and it wasnt bad.. it was balanced.
Thinking that it was the very best thing happened to my whole life werent really the truth. It was the opposite of it. I gave him all of my love... I gave it all and yet, It just came into waste. haa...

Suga hyung.. that guy earlier, he called him by his first name. If I recalled the past, Hyung hates it when I calls him by his first name and that is why, Im the only one in my family that calls him 'Suga' instead of his first name.Unlike mine, he used both of my first and last names but why doesnt he let me use his?.

Why did he allow that guy?
Who is he to him?... I wonder... I wonder why the fuck do I care of this shit?! Ugh! Jungkook can you not?! He hates you calling him by his first name is because he hates you too? Get it?

Tonight, he acts like he doesnt remember the last thing happened to both of us. Hahaha.. Who am I even kidding? He was drunk when we did that thing.

"Of course, he wont remember. /laughs/"
I lift my head looking straight to the sky as I sniff more air. I scratches my nose and pinch it. Trying to stop myself from causing another drama.
I moved on...remember? This is just nothing for me... But, "Why do I feel so fucking upset?" I said to myself but laugh it off again.

"Whats making you feel upset?"

I startled when I heard a voice trailed behind me.
I turned back and Suga came into sight.
Holy sh-what is he doing here?
I held onto the bar on the veranda while I straightened my backbone.

"W-when did you came?" I asked and cursed myself for stuttering.
"Just a while ago..." He came close to me, I swear for a second he just about to lean in but instead he lean onto the bar beside me. Dont just get close to me like that. Geez.

"Whats up?" He asked in a casual way. I just stared at the ceiling from the inside and didnt dare to take one glance at him.
"Nothings new" I answered and yawned purposely, making my answer sounds sluggish.

"Oh really? From what Ive heard just now, it seems like, somethings making you upset? Does that have to do with the 'spacing out' back there?" He asked. No not really asking, its like he knew it already and I didnt need to tell him but at the same time he wants to know wether Ill lie or speaks the truth. I remember how he hates liars. He thought of me as one, that makes me in his hate lists.

"Isnt it?" He asked again.

I glanced at him with a furrowed eyebrows but regretted it once my eyes landed on his. We came in visualize. I shut my eyes and looked away.

Whyd you do that Jungkook? Its becoming so obvious that youre-"Are you perhaps, avoiding me?"/SNAP/"W-what? Huh-No-Im not? Whos avoiding who? What are you even talking about hahaha? /coughs/ No really.. I-Im not avoiding you..." Even though I obviously am.

"Hmmh" He responsed. Thats all? I bet he found a hint of me lying.
I rested my chest on the bar and put my gaze on the oppose direction of hyungs.
So what? Doesnt matter if I lied or not.
Im not trying to be your ideal type anymore.

There was an awkward silence, before he started speaking again.
"Jeon, you know what?"
"What?" I answered at a low tone, still with a lazy vibration coming from me.
"The last time..back at 5 years ago..." He paused and I caught a glimse of him around the corner of my eye, looking directly at me. Why is he now, digging up old wounds?!

"I hope it didnt happened to us." He continued.

Happened to us? Did he meant..

"What do you mean?" I asked, and was looking just below his neck, preventing myself from encountering his familiar gaze again.
I kinda have an idea of where his point of view was. Its either the time where he got drunk all day and night in my house or the very last thing we did before I left completely. Our unspecified relationship was never allowed in the first place.

"Look at me.." He commanded but I remained stubborn and just mouth a 'tch' before I looked at the dark sky but flashes of stars are visible.

"I regretted the last thing we did."

My eyes grew, and my heart froze. An electricity flows down my veins and I could feel myself tearing up.
He meant to say, he regretted sleeping with me? He...remembered?
I gulped and covers my mouth with my hand.
Its not like I was the one who asked him first. He came to me himself. I couldnt reject his favor, he wanted to forget. And so I became more stupid and let him. Agh. I dont wanna remember this anymore.. Erase it! ERASE!

I closed my eyes and then the memories flooded in my mind. I opened my eyes again, to stop myself from starting the thick of the past while I covered my face with both of my hands now.

"Jeon. I regretted it." He repeated and I understood what he really meant now.

He regretted it.... hah. Who doesnt?

A/N-See you in the next chapter peeps!

luvya unicowns~ 😘🌽🌽🌽