They said:"Alcohol is often use as a resolution to alleviate the pain".

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"Hyung! Why are you staying over?? You still have class tomorrow right? and you said you have 8 pm curfew!--YAH hyung listen!" Jungkook pulled Yoongi from the freezer which the latter found fascinating due to lots of canned beers inside it.

"Leave me alone Jungkook.." He sluggishly said as he slap Jungkook's hand away. it didnt hit the right thing since his eyesight was blury from the fluids that were forming under his bottom eyelids.

"Hyung stop..since we got here youve been drinking..youve drank enough..." Jungkook points out as he closes the fridge.

He tugged the older male up who was been sitting infront of the tall vertically rectangular shaped object.

Yoongi fell a little on Jungkook and then he help himself up once again, holding an opened canned of beer which was just half emptied "I need more..Jungkook.." he said.

"Drink the one you havent finish yet. And no more after!"-Jungkook

Yoongi face towards the latter and points the beer at him "more!" he insisted but Jungkook defy him.

Jungkook didnt response and Yoongi drank the beer he was holding in one gulp and threw it at a pile of emptied cans of beer on the floor.

"She cheated on me"
"She cheated on me"
"She cheated on me"
"She cheated on me"
"She cheated on me"
"She cheated on me"
"She cheated on me"
"She..cheated..on..me"

Same thing and words recycled out from Yoongi's mouth while he staggered towards the kitchen sink.

"She cheated on me"
"She cheated on me"..

Jungkook bit his lower lip at the sight of him. This is what the 'truth' made his beloved hyung into. This is what he was scared of.

His once frigid hyung became fragile and mentally hurt.

"She cheated on me, Jungkook.."

"SHE WAS SUCH A LIAR!!"

He screamed and another packed of tears crawls down his cheeks.

Right on that moment, Jungkook didnt expect his hyung to get fury.

Yoongi pushed the objects from the dryers and flipped the sharp utensils from the top of the counter.

"Hyung!"

Jungkook engaged his pace towards his hyung and grabbed his arms to stop him but the hyung wont budge and instead, he swayed his arm at a different direction, came to hit the brittle glasses that eventually glided down the floor.

It landed on different sections on the floor and broke into several pieces.

Yoongi took his action off limits as he walked his way towards the living room.

He raised the livingroom coffee table harshly that it landed the same way as the glasses from the kitchen did and its pieces got spreaded all around.

"Stop it hyung!" Jungkook pulled his hyung but as expected of an angry Yoongi that gets violent when mad, he accidentally hit Jungkook's face.

"Agh!"-Jungkook

Yoongi didnt mind him and picked up a sharp broken piece from a group of pieces on the floor and held on it tightly that some of its sharp sides struck through Yoongi's palm causes it to bleed.

He was crying even though,He doesnt feel any pain from it. He became completely numb from so much alcohol.

It hurts. It really hurts.

"H-hyung please...stop it.." Jungkook plead and this time he was sobbing himself.

His eyes enlarge when Yoongi was about to cut on his own wrist using the broken piece he was clenching in his hand.

"NO STOP IT ALREADY HYUNG I WANNA HELP YOU!" Jungkook snatched the broken piece from his hyung it was too sharp that it ended up hurting him but he didnt bother whining.

"Give it back!" Yoongi reach out for the thing he was using to cut his wrist;but failed because Jungkook have taken it from him.

Jungkook refused by throwing the piece back to the rest.

Yoongi pushed him and he slumped hard on the piled pieces of glasses.

"A-Agh.."He yelp silently"H-hyung..agh..".
Getting up again;when Yoongi took another piece.

He was really craving for self-harm.

Jungkook didnt have any other choice but to punch his hyung if thats the only way to calm him down.

Even if that would make him exit the gang. Even if he'll get hated by his hyung.
Even if that'll bring the 'tower of closeness' he built collapse.

Its okay. It is okay for Jungkook.
For his hyung. He can endure it all.

Swinging his fist towards Yoongi's face while his eyes were firmly shut.
After a longest second his fist finally descended on Yoongi's soft face.

Yoongi stumbled back and Jungkook was quick enough to pull him into his embrace.

Jungkook hugs the older male tighter, his arms were tight around Yoongi's shoulder.

Yoongi didnt move, he was too shocked. The scene that happened was still processing in his mind.

"Hyung, Im sorry but I love you!"-and that is why I cant bare seeing you like this. Jungkook said and his thoughts.

Yoongi calmed his breathing down under Jungkook's tight embrace.

Jungkook waited for a while before he could atlast received an answer from the older.

"You disgust me"-Yoongi

The poor young male knew that this would be his hyung's reaction, but still, Yoongi's words stabbed his heart even more severe.

Yoongi didnt mess around anymore and flee upstairs, leaving Jungkook in the living room.

The poor male, glide down, and sat on the staircase and did the best he can, to endure the tormented feelings in.

But the nail that was stuck on top of his heart had sank down to the very end.Yoongi's conclusion pushed it hard,letting the nail in completely.
It hurts as heck.

He silently cries, letting soft sobs out.

Faith isnt in his side but He cant give up now. He has already fallen so much for that male.

Its okay..Its okay Jungkook. Everything's gonna be okay. -Jungkook

[END OF CHAPTER FIFTEEN]