It was a hard decision
It was knives and daggers
It was crying and screaming
It was hurt and anger
It was second thoughts
It was never feeling good enough
It was sleepless nights
It was constant reassurance
It was an internal battle
It was no one knowing the truth
It was frustrating and brutal 
It was a hard decision letting you go
It was not my decision
It was you who left
It was self blame followed by self pity
It was you who made me feel second best
It was never my fault that you treated me that way
It was your mistake
It was you who messed up
It was feeding your ego
It was letting you think you were everything
It was a lot of things
It was a hard decision
It was a battle that should've never began
It was never requited
It was never love
It is over now
It is in the past
It is now my decision
I'll never let you in again
C.V.