I was rude,

I was impatient,

I never took no for an answer,

I was horrifically blunt,

and I was possessive.

You were calming,

you were happy,

you saw the good in everything,

you went with the flow,

and you were incredibly patient.

I don't know how,

but we clicked.

We were magnets,

bruised and broken,

but one look at you and I was fixed.

I gave you edge,

you showed me happiness,

I made you think realistically,

you showed me positivity in its simplest form.

We changed each other.

You brought out the better in me,

but I made you crumble,

I showed you how I felt and you couldn't handle it.

We left each other worse than how we were before.

I changed you for the worst,

that'll forever be my biggest regret.

I created a monster so that I wouldn't be alone in this twisted world.

You made me happy as your happiness deteriorated away.

I hate myself for changing you.

C.V.