I don't know what I'm doing...am I actually starting to catch feelings for him. Or am I trying to get over the QB...
I actually felt sad when he was switching sections I knew it meant less hanging out. Hours later I cared a little less...what is happening¿
It's all so weird.what are emotions?why do we have them?Why are they spinning my brain and my heart leaving me confused, confused and unfocused.

Why must I be a hopeless romantic so every pang of love being more dramatic, more intense. Yet I'm someone who hates when others have power over me therefore hating when I have a crush. It's as if my heart's being pulled to ways my mind being spin on end leaving me absolutely incoherent of what I feel.