Is it okay if I yell?
Because my book has 305 readers and i'm FREAKING OUT.
This book is trash, okay probably not, but I think it's trash and I don't understand why it has so many readers.
Can somebody explain?

Y/n pov

"Hey Loki, did you make sure thor gets to fight grandmaster's champion?" I ask, I know the awnser but i'm bored so i'm still asking.
"Yes, I did" he says.
"And when is it?"
"In two days"
"Two days of waiting, ughhh" I sight.

"Stop sighting, I know you're bored but I don't want to hear it every minute" he says irritated, "you have powers, use them, look at something, but leave me alone" he walks out of the room.

I follow him with an idea "hey! Wait!"
He turns around "what now?"
"You could make an illusion in the place where Thor is so we can tell him he get's to fight the champion and maybe other stuff!"
He thinks about that before awnsering "yeah, we could do that."

A few minutes later we stand in Thor's 'prison'. He sits with his back to us.
"Um..... Thor?" I say.
He turns around and we all look at each other saying nothing.

"I'm sorry for your hammer, and everything" I say.
He just looks at me.
"And, I also know it must be hard. You just discovered that you have two sister and your hammer broke and Loki is alive and all. And i'm sorry"

Now they're both looking at me. I don't know what to say.
"Could you say something?" I ask Thor.
No awnser.
"Please say something..." I say again, with a sad voice. I don't even know why i'm sad, Thor just looks so, desperate and sad.

Finally he awnsers "Can i talk alone to Loki?"
"Yeah, sure" Loki stops the illusion of me and i stand in the room again.

I still feel sad and now i can't talk to Thor i'm bored again.

I get the idea to look how things on Earth are. Maybe I could look how the avengers are doing.

I call Kobalt and tell him to look for Tony Stark, the first avenger that came to my mind.

A few minutes later I look through Kobalts eyes and I see Tony. He's working. I hoped he was doing avenger stuff, you know? Fighting. But no.

I couldn't find steve, natasha and ofcourse, I already know where the hulk is. Clint was in his house with his family.

Time for the last one, well, he's not an avenger... yet, but who cares?!

"Look for Peter Parker" I say. And Kobalt flies away again.

I see him, he's in school with his best friend Ned. He looks bored.
I watch him for a few minutes and I get why he looks bored, his lesson is very boring.

Awwww look at how cute he is, I think.
Look how he goes with his hand through his hair, it's just so cute.

"Who's cute?" I hear Loki's voice.

I just got a heartattack.
"AAH" I yell.

I immediately go back to my normal body and I see Loki looking to me, one eyebrow raised.
"Who's cute?" He asks again.

"I- uhh... I have no idea..." I say.

"I was reading your mind, and I could see you were looking through one of your animals eyes. Who were you looking at?"

"And why would I tell you that?" I say, trying to act cool.

"I'm your brother."
"Adopted"
"That's my line, don't steal it"
"I wasn't stealing your line, I was correcting you because you must not tell lies"

"Stop trying to outsmart me, you'll fail. I just want an awnser, who were you looking at?"

"Peter" I say.
"Is that a boy?" He asks.

"Don't tell me your one of those overprotective brothers i've heard about! I don't like that!" I say with the voice of a child who's whining about wanting ice cream.

"What? Ofcourse not, well, not with boys. When you're going to fight I might be overprotective, a bit." He says.

"When we're fighting? Why?" I say.
"You the only one who cares about me about who I am, ignoring my past."

"Frigga did too..." I say quit.
He doesn't awnser.
"Right? Right?!" I panic a bit, in the movie's it looked like she did, I can't imagine how sad Loki's life would be if nobody loved him.

"Yes... she did... but she is dead" he finally says.

"Thor does too!.." I say.
"Thor doesn't, he always looked down on me, no matter what I did, Thor was always better"
"He doesn't looks down on you Loki, he has respect for you. He loves you. Ofcourse you did bad things but he's your brother!" I say.

"He's not my brother!" He yells.
I'm quiet for a few second, before I say
"than am I not your sister"

It's quiet, I see pain in his eyes, I know he's thinking about Frigga, about his mother

"You are..." he finally says.

And I hug him.

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When I wrote "than I am not your sister" my heart needed to think of Frigga and it it just broke.

There's this song, it's very beautiful and it always makes me think of Loki singing about his mother. Because his last words to her were "you're not my mother" but he loved his mother
This is it:

OH MY LOKI IT MAKES ME SO SAD HOLY MOLY.