A/N I don't know how may chapters/parts its been, but I finally got out a chapter/part that has around 1000 words (1087 words)

"...guess I'll look around since I'm staying here". I look around the room and see a king size dark f/c bed and s/f/c pillows. To the left of the bed is a nice looking nightstand and to the right of the bed is a nice looking rocking chair with its own footstool. Across from the bed is a closet with a full body mirror on its right side. I see a door on the left side of the closet, probably a bathroom. Next to the door is a shelf full of books, I'll check them out later. I see a pair of glass doors that lead to a balcony outside. I go out on the balcony and gasp. I have the most beautiful sight I've ever seen before from here. I have the perfect view to see a sunset and I can see a garden right below me. The garden is full of black roses with a fountain in the center. I turn around and walk back inside and sit down on the edge of the bed. I frown and tears start to come out again. This room is suited to the way I like it, same with the view. It reminds me of MY room back at MY home. The tears start to fall faster. I can never go back home now all because Nightmare tricked me. I thought I could trust Nightmare, but he lied to me. "I'm just gonna have to find my way back home myself then" I say aloud to myself. "But how am I gonna do that?" All this crying has made me tired, I think I'll take a nap. I lay down on the f/c bed and close my eyes and let myself fall asleep.

-In dream land-

I find myself in a field of black roses again. Nightmare must be here then. Thinking about it now, why does nightmare want me on his team? I'm not that strong, humans can't use magic like monsters can. So what's so special about me that makes Nightmare want me to be on his team?

"Except you do have magic. You just don't know how to access it yet." I hear Nightmare say behind me.

"Wait wha- how?" I ask.

"It's your soul, half s/t (soul trait), part monster soul. I'm not sure how it came to be, but you are half monster, you just took the bodily form of a human and the magic of a monster." Nightmare responds. How could this be, both my parents are human, so was I adopted? And all monsters were sealed underground... right?

"Well, if I'm half human half monster, then the parents I grew up with aren't my real mom and dad. Who are my real mom and dad?" I ask.

"I don't know who your real parents are. All I know is that you ended up being adopted." Nightmare said.

"...ok." I don't know what to say now and I don't want to go on the topic of my home. I still don't want to see Nightmare, that's probably why he's standing behind me and not sitting next to me. Out of the corner of my eye I see Nightmare sit beside me, but he's keeping more distant between us that last time. So much about him standing behind me and not seeing him. I let out a heavy sigh, I'm really mad at Nightmare for what he did to me, bringing me to his home and saying it mine when it's not. But when were here in my dream, it feels like I can let it all slip away and not have to think about it. It's probably because it's so calming, the quiet, the roses, the clear midnight sky. "... I'm... I'm sorry for yelling at you earlier." I say so quietly that I'm sure Nightmare wouldn't have heard and that I'd have to repeat myself.

"It's fine, but back home you really don't have anything to return too. You don't really talk to your family anymore, you don't have many friends, you quit your job. So I thought I'd take you here instead, you'd have a bigger room, you wouldn't have to pay rent, you don't have to pay bills." Nightmare responded. He does have a point there, but he at least could have told me beforehand.

"Yea, you do have some points there, but you still could have told me beforehand." I say looking over at Nightmare. He frowns and hums in response. Nightmare sure treats me differently than the others as far as I've seen. Then again, I've only seen how he treats Dream, Ink and Blue. But I don't think it's normal for Nightmare to treat me how he treats others. Does Nightmare li-

"It's almost dinner, I'm gonna send a nightmare papyrus to go fetch you and bring you to the dining room." Nightmare says suddenly breaking my train of thought. White soon starts enveloping everything, I'm waking up now.

-End dream-

My eyes flutter open and I sit up. I look around the room once more, it is a nice room and I do really like it. I'll like it here. I stand up and walk to the bathroom to look in the mirror. I look in the mirror and I look like such a mess. My h/l h/c is really messy and has a few knots here and there. My eyes are red from all the crying and you can see all the tear marks on my cheeks. Welp, Imma wash my face and brush my hair and then I'll look a whole lot better.

-Time skip brought to you by fixing y/n appearance-

Much better I think to myself as I walk out of the bathroom. I look a whole lot better now. I even put my hair up in a ponytail.

-knock knock knock-

"Yes?" I reply to the knocking and look over to the door.

"Miss y/n, it's time to bring you down for dinner." I walk over to the door, open it and see a skeleton that's really tall, nightmare papyrus as Nightmare called him. I exit the room and shut the door behind me. "This way." What a gentleman I think as the nightmare papyrus leads me through this maze of a castle. Soon we come up to a big pair of doors."Right in here Miss." He says stepping to the side and motioning to the doors. Well, here it goes.

A/N This is going all over the place ahhhh. I really should have planned this fanfic instead of going with the flow (because this is a long fanfic). If it's gonna be short I can go with the flow, but if it's long like this, I NEED TO PLAN IT OUT. I went and looked back at the beginning and found out that Nightmare was trying to kill the reader by choking them and now they are apparently old team mates, like wtf me, Nightmare wouldn't kill an old team mate unless they betrayed him or left. I need to plan long fanfics like this. 

"..." I take in a deep breath and let it out. "Get out of my room then. I don't want to see you right now." I say quietly holding back all the anger and how much I want to yell at him.

"Why? You're home"

I can't hold it back any more. I slap Nightmare "NOT MY HOME! THIS IS YOUR HOME! YOU SAID YOU WOULD TAKE ME HOME BUT YOU DIDN'T! YOU LIED! NOW JUST GET OUT! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU!" I yell tears pouring from my eyes.

That part from last update makes no sense. Like why did I write "you're home" after "why?", there was no need for that (other that plot). But I have a reasonable explanation, I was tired and I'm sorry that things aren't really making sense and I'm sorry for my rambling.

-mg39771