recently Ive been making alot of friends,but I dont know how to feel.I feel that I have a big circle of friends yet Im alone.I am not taking them for granted,but Honestly peopl make me feel like im replacable.One of my bestfriends,Im going to call her kate,she helped me in my darkest times.When I felt sad.I told her alot of things that I havent told anyone else.Recently I was on my friends story,and she posted A conversation she had with my bestfriends"kate".kates contact in the girls phone was "Therapist".I was like oh.kate told the girl"My arms are wide open if you need me" . She had told me that!Everytime I came to her with my problems she said that to me and it made me feel like she cares about me.I honestly dont belive that anymore.Im not the only one apperantly.I might sound jelous,or controllive.But I really dont feel that way,I just know now that People talk to different people and Im never the first person someone else is thinking about.