yeonjun stood alone under the black, endless sky, his silhouette a quiet whisper against the vast emptiness around him. a light, misty breeze hit against his soft face, brushing past him, leaving cold shivers down his spine. the night wrapped around him like a cloak, the freezing cold biting his skin.

it felt good. alone. no one watching him, just him. the stars above him flickered gently, distant, lost in the silence.

time stretched on, fading slowly and slowly. the pale glow of the moon illuminated his features, his eyes shining in the moonlight. his soft shadows danced dreamily, as the silence filled yeonjun, gentle to his restless soul.

delicate drops of rain began to fall, gently kissing his cold skin. his hair strands clung to his neck and forehead, but he didn't bother to move. why should he? what was the point? each droplet caught the silvery moonlight in its descent. the gentle rain blurred his thoughts, as he looked up, admiring the beauty of the night.

a single tear slipped down yeonjuns cheek. how alone he felt...tired... his chest felt heavy, and he couldn't stop himself as more and more tears rolled down his cheeks, blending with the rain.

it was like a maze he couldn't escape. a puzzle he couldn't solve. he felt like a black hole. a void. the emptiness gnawed at him, burning.

yeonjun's sobs grew as he knelt down, the emptiness growing larger and deeper. his chest ached with a hollow longing of someone, just someone to fill that void, someone to be there with him..but he was alone..

a soft voice broke the silence, shattering it like glass.

"junnie.." soobin whispered in a hushed tone.

the voice wasn't harsh. it felt familiar. maybe from his dreams. it was gentle, like sunlight in dark clouds.

yeonjun glanced up, his eyes red and teary.
their eyes met, locking in a warm gaze that neither wanted to break out of.

soobin's stood, his deep eyes reflecting into yeonjun's, filling with a depth of something unspoken between them.

soobin stretched his hand out to yeonjun, gently wiping away his tears. a wave of warmth spread out across yeonjun, a sense he wasn't alone.

"yeonjun. are you okay?" soobin's soft voice carried through the wind. it was only a simple question, but yet so complicated...

yeonjun's gaze dropped low, opening his mouth but no words came out, just a gentle misty breath. he looked back at soobin, his voice shaky. "read my eyes, bin."

soobin didn't look away from yeonjun. in the depths of his gaze, he noticed everything yeonjun felt beyond words. the aching emptiness gnawing at him, the weight of his loneliness pushing against him..

soobin knelt down by yeonjun. he didn't speak, there was no need for words because he already understood.

he held out his hand again, a quiet promise that yeonjun wouldn't fall into a darkness alone, that he wouldnt be a black hole.

not alone.

                                                           
ikissbin for you.
-lili