Yep it just happened. It happens a lot to me, it also happens to you. A LOT. This makes me feel sad and yet happy.  I know it makes you happy and sad too, cause it happens to all of us every day!

Why does this happen? I don't really know, It just does. We never know when its going to act up nor when its going to stop.

Sometimes we want it to happen! We want it to happen so badly that we drive our self to the point that we laugh our self's silly. And other times we don't want it to happen at all and we try so hard to prevent it from happening that it dives us crazy all together.

Just letting it happen is one way to deal with it, but I don't think that's the best way. Maybe you do, but I don't. But... then again... Fighting it with full force will change it but you never know if its for the worst or for the best.

That's the thing. It comes and it goes every second. Its kinda cool yet very scary, because like I said we don't know if its here to be good or to be bad. Some times it taunts you, and other times it hands you what you want with no question!

Its weird to think that if you fight, you'll get defeated and if you don't... you get defeated also. Weird right? Its like "Dude what the hell do you want from me!?"  And we still to this day, don't even know what it wants from us.

Most people don't like to fight it, they just... let it happen to them. The only thing they do is stress when its going to visit them next. And I don't see those people as sad, I see them as free spirited and willing to take it no matter what.

Then theirs those that fight against it with full force, and there not going to stop fighting till they get what they desire. They work for what they want more then others. They have there money were their mouth is. Their the solders.

Then theirs those few like me.. heh.. we try to persuade it the best we can with words and a bit of force. But if we don't fell like fighting that, we wont.

Its hard to fight, and hard to persuade. but we mange. you mange. I mange..

To fight fate.... And you have no reason to fight it alone.

Aw gezz it happened again... ( -_-)