I feel like at this point most of you guys have already guessed it, but I'm NOT Mark.

this account was created in 2015 to talk to you guys in a form of trust (and now- even in 2017- I realized my fault) I used this account to mainly talk people of out of suc!de and SH in general. but as the years went on, I fell deeper into this giant hole that I was Mark 

let me clarify. 

I stayed up watching his videos, and writing things down in a book about him (creepy I know) so that I wouldn't get caught by yall. because I wanted to keep your trust. that I a 17-year-old female. was 28-year-old markiplier himself.

AND THAT WAS STUPID

at this point, I still have no idea if most of yall are still here anymore. I remember all of you talking to me. asking me for advice. I remember when mark put out the video about fake accounts. and to be careful. 

I never wanted to hurt anyone. I just wanted to help the world.

after I came forward of being a fake. I felt like I needed to let mark knew what I had done, in fear that someone had already told him. I almost met with a classmate that claimed that he was family with mark (we're in Alaska. That wouldn't be possible in the slightest.) and told me to meet him at this place, so I could call him. I almost went. I could have been killed. or worse.

I was so wrapped up in this mindset that I owed mark, and your guys something. that I needed to apologize for something I had complete control of from the start.

I guess at this point what I'm still trying to say after 4 years, is that I'm sorry.

EDIT:9/9/2020- if I could go back to when I first made this account, I honestly don't think that I would. I know that there's a lot of people that wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for me.