Hey you guys, I hope you all are okay <3

I've been fine, I guess. Moody as usual, stress as usual, lonely as usual.
Its good seeing you guys smiles and laughs with friends celebrating April Fools day or whatever it is ^^

These few days, I don't know, I've been off lately, and don't know what causes it. Whether by jealousy or loneliness, I don't quite know. In Indonesia, when we're feeling like this its called "Galau" or maybe "Baper". I don't really like those terms, if i'm being honest. I prefer call it moody more than anything.

I don't really know.

But I hope you guys are all okay, and if I ever made you guys pissed off, or angry, or weirded out or uncomfortable, I'm terribly sorry. If you guys don't want to forgive me, that's fine too.

The only thing I wanna do right now is just bury myself, and never be found. Or maybe getting kidnapped.

oof.

I hope you all are okay, I'm gonna try and finish the stories as soon as I can, I won't be messaging in a bit, I don't want to make you guys feel my sadness (I know, a very stupid decision, I'm always stupid anyways, so oof)

Love you all <3