I've been moody lately.
So moody that I feel like I'm depressed or like a little suicidal.

I've been having dreams about me doing all kinds of suicidal acts.

I think I have a problem in me ead, but I don't know what.

Anyway, school start next week for me (16th July 2018), so all of my projects like stories will be 75% will always be late.

I will mostly try to update on the weekends, hopefully if I can.

Don't be sad because I will rarely on, I won't leave all of you alone ♡

You guys and girls are wonderful person. You all deserve a better future than I am ^^

I am a person with low standards. I am a very high introvert, I have a low self esteem, I rarely get up and walk through my comfort zone, I am quite anti social, i have ADHD, and pretty much dumb and stupid as fucc.

Like very.
Like wtf am I still here anyway? Like I should've died on that fall, back when I was a little boy. I should've cut deeper when I still like cutting myself with a razor when I was like 5 or 6.

Like I should've run from my house while I still had that chance, and died somewhere.

Like, every part of my brain is like giving up. Like I can't get great scores, I am dumb and clumsy, I am nothing but a piece of crap, and all those bad tthings that perfectly fits for me.

But that doesn't mean I'm taking you all down with me. Everyday, I pray to god that you all will live happily.

I prayed that one day you all can make changes to the world.

I prayed that one day, you all can make the world with a wonderful and better future for all mankind.

I prayed that... I hope you all will live, happily ever after. For a lifetime at this world, and for eternity, in the afterlife.

Like I always said:
"Everyone deserves a little happiness in their lives"

And that happiness is for all of you ♡

I will try and give all of my love and care for my family, parents, teachers, and friends and every people I've known.

Including all of you ^^

Even if you're differente from the rest, like you're gay, or lesbian, or different race, colour, and more, I still love and respects all of you ♡

I don't actually support the LGBT community, but that doesn't mean I don't respect the people that are in the community.

If I don't support the community, at least I must respects the people ^^

I am a person that is like being respectful, caring, and kind to everyone. Even with your differences, I still respect all of you. Because we are all human beings, and every human beings have heart and feelings.

I, thank you, for everyone who are still sticking around with me, to this very day, I appreciate all the love and cherish all you gave me everyday (A lyric from Josh Groban music called "To Where You Are" ♡)

I thanked to all friends ♡
From the very beginning, til now, I thanked all of you ♡

Thank you for accepting me for what I am ♡
Thank you for being such kind and sweet individual ♡

And thank you, for all the memories you all have given me ♡

I love you all, thank you so much for... everything ♡

Ak-Chan
You're not ugly, you're unique ^-^
You are a great person and I think you deserve much more friends and happiness than I am ♡

AminaYT_Girl
#HugBuddies :3
A great friend, kind and wonderful ^-^
Thank you ♡

Kat_The_Potato
Even though we just met, I can tell youre a wonderful and great person ^-^
Thank you ♡

AngelBunny_Chan21
Thank you for everything, and those 2 drawings you made for me ♡

IslandGirl111
Thank you for supporting my Creek stories! And thank you for being a wonderful friend! ♡

DaRealTofu
Thank you for being such a great friend ♡. Even though we rarely talk now, but you're still such a great friend of mine ♡

Stylelovers
Thank you for supporting and liking my stories (Creek, obviously x3). Thank you for being a great friend!

Lover_of_Sinners
I still can't move on from that Connor picture you have as your profile pic. He looks sexy as fucc x3
Thank you for supporting my creek stories and being an amazing friend ♡

ajanaerocks
Thank you for being a kind fellow! And thank you for supporting my creek stories! ^-^

funzyy
Shes a friend of mine ^^
I met her on Twitter, not for long, maybe like months ago, but she still a great friend to me ♡

toxic-blue_bxtch
She is a wonderful girl ♡
Shortcake, my shortcake ♡
Thank you, for being such an adorable girl and an amazing person ^-^

Roxi_SUNE
You are one hell of a punny girl ♡
Thank you for being kind and supportive ♡
<:3

ZoeSpook
Still waitin on that Lanxi fanart 😂
Thank you for being a crazy friend and a wonderful friend ♡
Youre awesome!

maddiehinkle
Lexi cousin :3
Thank you for your kind words and thank you for still shipping Lanxi XD ♡

Art_Waffles
A wonderful artist! ^-^
She is a great friend! Thank you for being such an amazing friend! ♡

ScarlettScarless
A wonderful artist! ♡
Thank you for being a great and wonderful friend ♡

xXPurple_CreatorXx
A great friend! She is awesome and your gacha related things are just the stuff i need OWO
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

girlymira
Lenny queen. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Chu are my queen.
Thank you for being a wonderful friend ♡. An amazing artist :3
#Thicc x3

PikachuPlays
Another artist that mainly ship Klance and Creek ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Thank you for being an amazing fam, fam ♡

Fangrill101
Thank you for being a funny and ridiculous friend! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
♡♡♡
And also thank you for supporting my Creek stories! ♡

OofBlueOwl
Oof :3
Thank you for being a wonderful friend and brings joy to all! ♡

im_ALonelyArtist
Another gacha person, a great one :3
Thank you for being an amazing friend, senpai~! ♡

AquaSnow15
A great supporter of my Creek FanFictions! And a wonderful and supportive friend! ^♡^

xX_Ash-ton_Xx
My little Ash ;)
Thank you for being a cheery, cute, wonderful and an amazing friend! You are amazing ♡♡

rebelliousnerd
A wonderful and beautiful friend! ^○^
Thank you for being an amazing friend! ♡

Unworthy-Unwanted
You're worth more than me ♡
I wish I can transfer all your sadness and bad memories to me ♡
You deserve more ♡
If you need anything, let me know ♡

JulsMCV
An amazing friend of mine back on 2015! I love her (as a friend x3) very much and that she is a wonderful girl! ♡

Little_Luvz
Same as Juls, shes an amazing girl too! Kind and friendly ♡
I respect her and she is an amazing friend ♡

Lilithmeow
An amazing little cute and loli like voice :3
(Get away lolicon)
An amazing friend and an amazing artist! ^-^ ♡

Windy815
A great, kind and sweet friend of mine back on 2015 ♡
Thank you for sticking with me to this very day ♡
You're such a sweet and kind girl ♡

xXxKate_WilsonxXx
A beautiful and kind and friendly artist! She is amazing and a great friend! ♡♡♡

-_Darke_-
An amazing and supportive person on my Creek stories! ♡
Youre awesome, friend! ♡

OofSmolMika
An amazing, kind and wonderful artist! WE MUST PROTECC HER! ♡! #GetAwayLolicon

Butter_Styx_Cringe
A great supporter of my Creek FanFictions!
Wonderful and amazing too! ♡♡!

-_tragedy-_
A great friend and a great person to be with ♡
Thank you for being an amazing person ♡

-dolli-boi-
A great friend that deserves all the love! ♡♡
Thank you! ^-^

BrokenShipsYTho
Thank you for being such a nice and sweet friend ^-^
You are a great friend too! ♡

-wxggle-
An amazing friend ♡
You are awesome and amazing! ^-^

CassandraSeefeldt
A wonderful girl ♡
She is kind, sweet and wonderful ♡
Stay strong, alright? ♡
I'm still here for you ♡

Megan_Evans134
A wonderful friend ♡
A YOGSCAST PERSON TOO! AAAA-

I'm sorry if i forgot to tag you all here ;-;

You can tag yourself on the comments and I'll try to respond as quick as I can ♡

I love all of you ♡
Thank you for everything ♡♡