7 things that cross my mind a lot.

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1. Singing and listening to music.
This is always happen in my everyday life. Hearing to music and singing, non stop. In a dday I could just stay where I'm at, listening to music for like a couple of hours. Mainly 2 to 4 hours a day, or more. So yeah, I'm a music addict xP

2. Games.
Its been awhile I haven't play any kinds of games, but if I can, I would play South Park: The Stick of Truth, South Park: The Fractured but Whole, StarCraft, Warcraft, Call of Duty, Company of Heroes and so on. :3

3. Foods.
I am a man that cannot live without food xP

4. Ships and FanFictions.
The one ship that is in mind is #Creek (AKA Craig Tucker X Tweek Tweak AND #Style AKA Stan Marsh X Kyle Broflovski from South Park. And now I'm starting to watch the show. If anyone can share me a website to watch South Park, plz tell meh. I can't use Comedy Central, since it's banned in my country ;~;

5. Hating Myself.
This always happen when I did something wrong, something that makes my parents or friends mad or so on. I sometimes always think that I don't deserve to live and I just need to leave this world and just run. Run away from everything. But, I know that'll just make everything worsened. Now, I'll try my best to make everyone happy. I don't care if I am suffering, as long as everyone hhappy I'm happy ^^

6. Being weird.
Yep, I'm a weird guy XP

7. Am I worth it?
I always think that I don't deserve anyone. Including friends, family, and so on. I would rather be alone in a forest, or a place where I will be cursed or possessed by a ghost or spirit. I always seeing myself as a mistake, a useless being and worthless person that can't do anything.

Even though I suffered, I won't let my smile down. I will give it to everyone. To everyone that deserves it more than I do.

That's why I never gave up on you guys and girls. I know that you can make it ^^
I know that you all can have a good life. I know it, because I have faith ^~^

You all are wonderful people. You can play me all you want, or hurt my feelings when we online dating, and I don't care if I'm just a tool. As long as you all happy, I'm happy.

I'm a tool of happiness, and I shall give you that, even if you don't take a good care of me ♡