Winter Wonderland - Tony Bennett

Photograph - Ed Sheeran

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"MY FUCKING PENIS!"

"MY FUCKING ASS!"

Jungkook whimpers painfully to the horrid pain between his legs of his poor dick, that was brutally murdered by Ten's elbow when they both slipped on the ice. Stars are circulating Jungkook's vision no as he grips his aching member, sliding to the side with shuttering breathes to try to block out the unbearable pain of his poor friend.

Ten is practically crying by the pain to the side of his ass that met first contact when he fell on the ice, dragging himself up by the ledge with a hand pressed to where his body aches, cursing at Jungkook for his instability.

It's not his fault he never learned how to stand on knives before!

"Oh my babies!" Hoseok shrieks as he skates up to them, trying not to trip with his inexperience with the ice, "Fuck! I think you turned his eggs into scrambled eggs. Ten! You're experienced in this! You have to be careful!"

Jungkook finally is able to see properly, the pain slowly subsiding as he's met with Jimin's smiling face in front of him.

"Are you alive?"

At this point Jungkook doesn't even know anymore, but he's breathing so that's a sign. He's not in pain anymore so that must mean something good. So numbly he nods, accepting Jimin's help to stand up while the experienced skater holds onto him and helps him to the ledge.

"How are you so good at this?"

Jimin chuckles lowly as he stuffs his hands in the pocket of his black pea coat, "Let's just say I love skating," He snickers, moving his eyes to Ten, "Who told you it was a good idea to jump on him when he can't even stand properly on ice?"

Ten scoffs, rubbing his ass with his hand while Hoseok laughs at him, "I didn't expect him to drag me down with him!" And he looks at Jungkook, masking a smug smile, "Aw, he fell for me! We fell together like how we fell in love! Is this the honeymoon phase of our marriage?"

As much as Jungkook wants to be annoyed with him, he couldn't help but form his own snickering smile, pinching the other's cheek, "Oh yes sweetheart! I'll even buy you an ugly Christmas sweater so we can match!"

That glitter in Ten's eyes intensifies and he suddenly bolts off the ledge, grabbing Jungkook's hand to practically drag him around the ice, "YOUR DICK WILL GET SUCKED FOR DAYS!"

Jimin stares off at the two, laughing amusingly to the two friends before looking at Hoseok, "It's nice seeing Ten be that happy with someone again..... He feels comfortable with Jungkook."

"They're practically soulmates," Hoseok snickers, letting out a cute sigh, "I can hear the wedding bells already."

Suddenly arms were wrapped around Hoseok from behind, followed by a peck on the cheek, "I heard wedding bells?"

An evident blush forms Hoseok's cheeks as he turns his head, seeing the beautiful man that is his boyfriend behind him, "Not ours, sadly."

Namjoon purses his lips, squinted eyes, "Do you not want to marry m-"

"FOR FUCKS SAKES!"

Jimin turns his head to the familiar voice, barking out the most loudest laugh from his lips as he sees Yeosang on the ground by the ledge, a deep scowl on his lips with flickers of ice covering over his entire body.

This is probably the 5th time he fell already and they haven't even been here for an hour.

So with a stomach aching in laughter, Jimin skates quickly towards them, gliding past Taehyung and Yoongi who were in their own little world and purposely falls beside him, laughing chaotically to the way Yeosang glares at him.

"I am going to end up with bruises all over my body," Yeosang mutters, sitting up with a wince to the pain on his legs, "I envy you for being good at this."

Jimin chuckles to the pout on the younger's lips, sitting up as well with his breathtaking smile in happiness, "Oh come on, you're doing better than how you started!"

Another poker faced look forms Yeosang's face and Jimin is sent into another heaps of loud laughter, moving forward to ruffle with his hair, "How about I stay beside you the whole time? I will take care of you and buy you hot chocolate."

Finally since Yeosang arrived here, he twitches a small smile and let's Jimin help him up, hoping he doesn't make an embarrassment of himself and trips all over again.

Beside them in full speed zooms Lucas and Seokjin, practically racing each other with their hockey skates. This is no surprise since they're both in the hockey team, so it's only fair that they get a little competitive and aggressive once they hit the ice. The way they move  clearly shows how skilled they are when it comes to balance and stability. Shit, they would even turn around and glide past people as though they were running on the ground.

"WHY ARE YOU SO SLOW?"

"DON'T DISRESPECT YOUR CAPTAIN YOU ASSHOLE!"

Lucas bursts out laughing, turning around to see Seokjin flipping him off once he won this lap again before skating with Taemin, who's calmly skating with his headphones on. It was always a joy for Lucas to annoy his captain ever since he got into the team, especially since Seokjin isn't one to keep his mouth shut in return.

He's so funny and clearly hates Lucas, so that's a win for him.

Suddenly Lucas sees Jungkook to the other side of the rink in a distance, skating by himself carefully as though he's trying to not fall in full concentration. Ten is a twirling mess at the center now, so Lucas had to brush away his slight intense shyness and skate to the lonely ravenette.

Jungkook clearly was far too focused trying to skate on his own to notice Lucas approach him, but the second he noticed him he instantly malfunctioned.

His legs gave out and almost meet the ground by how weak they got, but thankfully Lucas was fast to grab his waist and pull him up steadily, the most cutest smile displaying his lips.

"Be careful," He says with his tender voice, making Jungkook nearly believe he was hallucinating because this God like man is still holding his waist, "Need some company-"

"YES!"

Fuck he sounds like Taehyung now.

He mentally faced palm himself but relaxed when Lucas chuckles fondly at him and lets him go, grabbing his hands inside as he slowly began to skate backwards, "Bend your knees slightly when you're taking a step, it'll help with balance."

Trust me my knees isn't the only thing I can bend-

"I'm not use to skating," Jungkook says shyly, cursing at himself for his suggestive thoughts, "You look really good out there."

Too good for me to get on my knees and-

For fucks sake Jungkook! Stop!

Lucas forms another beautiful smile that had Jungkook slightly stumbling over his skates but Lucas held him firmly, "Hockey season is coming soon.... I would like for you to come to my games if you're not busy."

Is this how heaven sounds like?

Jungkook doesn't even feel like he's alive right now, this time in a good way.

The only thing I'm be busy  with is preparing my hole for that dick-

Ever part of his insides melted to complete putty, only left to offer Lucas a giddily smile, "O-Okay, that sounds great."

They stayed like this for a while, Lucas guiding him to skate while he skated backwards, Jungkook being his eyes whenever he needed to be careful when someone was in their way. Little by little Jungkook got the hang of it, able to skate on his own perfectly fine now but Lucas still held his hands 'just to be careful if he loses balance', and Jungkook didn't mind it one bit.

"Oh so you do fitness lessons?" Jungkook asks in fascination, Lucas now beside him with a hand in his.

We wouldn't want Jungkook to have an accident now right?

"Yeah," Lucas says, chuckling under his breath, "I'm the instructor."

"OH YES DADDY!"

If it's not Taehyung or Jungkook, it's Ten with the bold outbursts.

The man pops behind them, making both of them turn around and Ten didn't hesitate on wrapping an arm over Jungkook's shoulders, "Me and Jungkook would love to attend the class. What time does it start?"

What is he doing!

Jungkook is panicking, horribly now, sending a mean glare to Ten to be quiet but he nearly chokes on air when Lucas agreed.

"Sure! It's around three in the afternoon, if you guys don't have afternoon classes."

"Oh we definitely do not," Ten beams and looks at Jungkook, an expected look in his eyes, "Right?"

Say no or I will drag you across this ice.

Jungkook clearly caught the message and laughs nervously, "Of course not! We would love to attend."

Yes, so you can show me position on how to take in that d-

Okay, it's fair to say that Jungkook is either sexual frustrated, or Lucas just has an overwhelming sex appeal.

He can't help himself.

It was hard to determine who was the most happiest, Ten or Lucas. It's not like Jungkook isn't excited about it because he's pretty fit, but just thinking about being around a sweaty Lucas as he teaches the class is something that has his dick aching already.

Oh this is going to be fun.

Suddenly Yoongi skates beside them, looking over at Lucas, "Did you just forget about me or what?"

Lucas bursts out laughing, sending Jungkook a wink before skating to his friend. Yoongi is wearing figure skates, seeming to move around the ice more elegantly in pretty glides while Lucas is more aggressive around the edges in playful way as he teases his friend.

The contrast is so cute, even their height because Yoongi looks so tiny in front of him.

"You're still my husband, I hope you know that," Ten sighs, pinching both of Jungkook's cheeks as he makes the ravenette screech to the pain before Ten quickly skates away as he continues to do jumps and spins around the ice like the pretty figure skater he is.

Despite the fact Jungkook has fell over multiple times now, he can't deny the fact that he's having so much fun. What's better is that he has both of his siblings here today. Lisa came over, wanting to spend this holiday with her brothers. Surprisingly she's very good at skating and has been at the center doing a few glides or tricks that Jungkook knows he would never be able to do in his life time.

She actually got along pretty well with Ten, which is no surprise since Ten is someone you're just forced to get along with.

Christmas definitely seemed.... Very nice from this angle. Many people are happy, enjoying the ice with their friends and families. Other's are drinking hot chocolate by the rink or just walking around the park they're in to stay warm from the chilly weather.

Within this time spam Jungkook has finally managed to be a semi pro at this skating thing, well now being able to skate faster without tripping or using the ledge. A bit ahead he sees Yeosang now getting the hang of it too as he laughs at something Jimin say, flashing his beautiful smile.

It was difficult, very difficult to drag him to the ice. He was clinging to the entrance ledge for dear life, protesting that he was not doing it even when Jimin would drag his arm. However he was in the way of these annoyed little girls, so they pushed him in, a little far from the door.

He had no choice from that point on since he can't crawl his way back to the entrance without getting run over by a skater.

Even now as Jungkook stares at his brother, smiling brightly at Jimin that reached his sparkling eyes, Jungkook began to realize this is the first time Yeosang has probably ever done something.... Normal.

And seeing him enjoy it just fuels Jungkook's heart with pride that he was able to drag him here.

"Hey."

Jungkook turns to the familiar voice now beside him, feeling his chest flutter in flops when he sees Taehyung, who's staring down at his skating feet with a small smile, "Got the hang of it huh?"

There's this thick wall of awkwardness between them through this exchange and Jungkook hasn't even responded back. He hates awkward environments so much, especially with Taehyung since they use to be so close.

"You seem to know what you're doing," He says back, noticing the calm way Taehyung is skating beside him, "Were you a figure skater in your past life time?"

That definitely broke the tension because Taehyung breaks a small laugh and turns with one foot, however the fuck that's possible, and glides backwards while facing Jungkook and eing careful with the other skaters, "My family and I use to skate often, our little way of spending time together during the holidays. My mother use to be the one obsessed with it the most, aside from her business."

Now this caught Jungkook by surprise. He wasn't expected Taehyung to open about his past like that, so smoothly. However Jungkook can see how much this is troubling for him by how his lips slightly quivers but he just does these moves with the skates to distract himself, he's still not use to talking about such sensitive topic and that's understandable.

Jungkook takes a thickly gulp and rubs his arms anxiously, "You could've brought your brother here," Taehyung's face falls, fueling Jungkook with the panic that he might have a full outburst, "I mean it's Christmas.... So he wouldn't be alone."

Those dark eyes that Taehyung is hold looks far too familiar. Jungkook straightens his back, standing tall just to be ready to take in the full blown effect of Taehyung's rage, slightly even flinching. Maybe the topic on his brother is still delicate waters to cross through, and he definitely should've not brought it up.

Just as he was about to take it back, Taehyung only rubs his hands together before stuffing it in the pocket of his black pea coat, "He's out with my father, well mother, today," He says forcefully quiet, keeping his voice calm right when the announcer calls in all the skaters to get off the ice so they can clean it out.

Jungkook stares at Taehyung, feeling an odd weight in his chest when Taehyung slowly skates to the door, so Jungkook tried with his inexperienced legs to catch up to him.

And luckily for him he didn't trip.

"You know, if some things are hard for you to talk about, you don't have to tell me about it," Jungkook says reassuringly, making Taehyung take a subtle glance towards him with his own frown, "I know opening up is hard, and if at some point you feel uncomfortable, just tell me. You don't have to tell me everything, okay?"

That was all Taehyung needed to hear to twitch a small grateful smile, mouthing a thank you as they get off the ice.

From there everyone took their skates off and decided to go out and have some fun. They walked around the city, took pictures upon pictures, ate food and drank hot chocolate at this cute café while eating tasty pastries. It's a big group they have with them but it feels as though everyone got alone with each other rather too well.

Well Yeosang, Lisa and Yoongi didn't really speak out as often, but it didn't take much effort for Ten or Hoseok to bombard them into a conversation and they instantly relaxed down. Jungkook took many pictures with his sibling to save as memories, even though Lisa highly believed she didn't look good at all. He even took a few photos with Lucas, who had to take it from his angle since he's pretty tall.

Now they're all sitting down by these benches, in front of the large Christmas tree, goofing around with each other as they talk about their day or funny stories on life. Jungkook is circulating around the enormous tree, a small smile on his lips as he stare up at it with it's bright light reflecting his eyes.

He did a double checked that no one was able to see him from the angle, which is impossible since they're at the other side of the tree, he's goes in to take a hit of his pen, quickly hiding it back in his coat as he lets the smoke ooze out of his lips, calming down every cell of his body with ease.

Today has been a good day so far, the most eventful yet settling day Jungkook has had to go through after so long of living in fear. He laughed with people who enjoyed seeing his happiness, talked about stupid things and resume with his childish behavior when he's with Ten.

It was just.... A great day.

However, his day is not fully completely just yet.

There's still one last thing missing.

And he just has to wait for it patiently.

Moments pass by and Jungkook continues to stare with his sparkling eyes up at the tree, finding it so utterly breathtaking up close like this, up until he felt the presence of someone beside him.

And the smell of their cologne never fails to make a smile tug his lips.

"Look at you with little galaxies in your eyes," The smooth yet husky voice remarks tenderly, filling Jungkook with shivers to the familiarity to it and he smiles.

"Let's not forget the first thing you said me when we first met-"

"Shhh I still get embarrassed thinking about it Bambi."

Jungkook breaks a laugh and turns his head, seeing Woosung standing their with glittering eyes staring up at the tree as well, "I found it quite cute, since you panicked the next minute after you said it."

Woosung grimace with a playful shoulder shove against Jungkook's, "I will tie you up to this tree until morning, don't test me."

Another chuckles breaks Jungkook's lips and he plays around with the small pocket in his pocket, "Then you won't get my Christmas present."

Woosung turns to look at him, head tilted to the side innocently, "Present? Don't tell me you actually spent money on me- Kid!"

Another smug smile forces it's way to Jungkook and he turns to him, "Lisa told me you were coming to pick her up, so of course I got you a present," He says quietly, taking out the small box that's rapped up by a tiny gold ribbon, "It's a tradition after all."

The way Woosung's cheeks tinted bright red is still noticeably obvious on his melanin skin from the Christmas tree lights. He places his hands on his face shyly, shaking his head that moved his straight caramel hair with an amused smile, "Well.... Good thing I wasn't the only one with the same thought in mind," And he suddenly pulls out a small box from his pocket as well, a silver ribbon tied over it.

Dramatically Jungkook places a hand over his chest, "For me!" He squeals, jumping between his feet, "Aw I wanted to be the only one to get you something so then you can feel guilty about it later on."

Woosung sticks his tongue out with a cute smile, "Guess our minds still think alike. Come on, I wanna see my present!"

So the two exchange their presents, removing the ribbon before counting down to open the box.

And they busted a lung in laughter.

They got each other the exact same key chain; A star.

It's a cute gold star, that looks almost vintage style, but the chain that is attached to it is different.

Woosung gave Jungkook the star with a compass.

And Jungkook gave Woosung the star with an anchor.

It's perfect representation of what they have actually; Woosung is Jungkook's anchor, and Jungkook is Woosung's direction in life, always keeping him steady.

An intimate yet small present, that still mean the world to them.

"This is so unreal," Woosung laughs, staring with heart eyes to the chain, "Are you sure you weren't following me around when I got to Seoul?"

"No!" Jungkook giggles, staring at it  his own chain with his own heart bursting in his chest, "I guess our minds are just that connected huh?"

Woosung is looking at him with that familiar look again. A look that always sent shivers down Jungkook's body and flutters to arise at the put of his stomach. There's something about that tender stare that looks as though he's the only star to his eyes despite the sparkling bright ones up at the sky.

It's a glow that still look exactly the same, despite the years that has passed by between them.

It was hard for Jungkook to restrain himself from Woosung's intense glow, raising a hand gently glide his fingers against his jaw, smiling to the soft skin beneath his finger tips.

"Merry Christmas Woosung."

The distance between the two has grown short, too short, and Woosung found himself leaning towards his touch as though he was breathing air, smiling as well to the man who still has his heart at the palm of his hand.

"Merry Christmas Bambi."

That pit of desire ignited between the two, unable to shrug it off as they continue to slowly lean forward, their hearts thumping so fast against their chest as they let themselves fall too into the temptation of the moment.

Letting their inner affections take over despite knowing the consequences it may cause.

This is the moment Jungkook just wanted to say fuck it and just do it. It's been so long... So long since they've been like this.... And no matter how much he loves Taehyung, he will always have a special place in his heart for Woosung.

Could this be their last kiss?

The kiss of closure that this is the end to what they had. There's no going back to change the time, only left reminiscing the small moments that stayed. Maybe this is what they need in order to let each other go.

Just one last kiss.... Where it all ends.

However Woosung suddenly stops, right when they were only centimeters away, "Someone's coming."

Jungkook was so into the moment that he didn't hear the footsteps growing closer to them in a distance, and he found himself letting out a heavy sigh as he faces reality again.

Yeah.... Fate clear is not on their side. What's even the point anymore.

The signs are there to let go completely, yet if only it was that easy to let go of a first love.

Like Jungkook has said before, there's different types of love and each love is different and will never be the same. That what makes it unique when one has love for someone else.

The love Jungkook has for Taehyung is different.... Just as the love he has for Woosung, for his friends, his siblings, it's all.... Different.

And it should never be compared.

"I'm sorry," Woosung whispers after a moment, leaning back with eyes to the ground, "I got... Carried away."

Jungkook wasn't even able to say something back because he hears the footsteps come to an abrupt stop behind him. He turns around, seeing Taehyung standing there with eyes glancing between the two.

Instinctively Woosung puts the present Jungkook gave to him discretely in his pocket, wanting to preventing any type of confrontation from occurring as he stands there, ready for anything that may occur.

Jungkook couldn't even say anything, only stare at the dark haze in Taehyung's eyes as he continues to stare before walking up to them.

Everything inside Jungkook panicked, thinking he's going to have to stop again another fight, and honestly not today..... Not on such a good day everyone is having.

Taehyung doesn't say anything for a moment when he stands in front of them, only look at Woosung with his cold gaze while the other held an unfazed gaze in return, waiting for him to do something.

Then Taehyung did the unexpected.

He bowed.

Upper body and head lowered directly to Woosung, who only raised his eyebrows in utter surprise.

"I apologize for being hostile towards you," Taehyung says, loud enough for Woosung to hear him, "Also for hitting you. I was very protective over Jungkook so I was worried he might've been messing with someone who would hurt him. So I'm sorry."

Jungkook feels like he was seconds away from passing out by how shocked he is. It's so... Unexpected and sudden. No one was expecting this, especially from Taehyung.

It took a few moments for Woosung to process that this is happening, and he began to feel slightly uncomfortable since he's not use to this type of formality from back home. Iodine was the only person they would bow to from their community, of course to adults as well, but to have someone bow to him seems almost odd and slightly nerve wrecking, even if he does appreciate the kind gesture.

So Woosung masks his discomfort with a small smile, "Ah please don't do that with me, it's okay," He says awkwardly, glancing at Jungkook, "However I do have something to say."

Taehyung raises back up, staring at Woosung with an confused eyebrow raised, waiting for him to say what he has to say.

It took a moment for Woosung to gather his words but he stepped towards Taehyung, head high, "Jungkook.... Is the love of my life," He says boldly, every type of passionate emotion lacing his voice the second those words oozed past his mouth, "I know him better than his own family. We saw each other grow up, leaning onto one another during our weakest times, and there's no one out there with more heart in his soul than him."

He pauses, a thick gulp sliding down his throat with now tears glistening his eyes, "I want to be the only one to look after him, to take care of his heart, to fill him with the love that is pouring out of my heart for him because I know I'm the only one who can protect him well. I don't want him to be anywhere near you, and I'm terrified that the second I turn my back that he's going to be suffering and I won't be there to protect him," Woosung gently  grabs on of Taehyung's hands, clasping both of his hands over them, his touch shaking now, "But I can't be there for him. I can't be someone he needs in life. I can't be... The love of his life. So I'm begging you.... Look after him, take care of his heart and listen to each other. I don't care where you both stand, whether it's friends or something more, but don't hurt each other's hearts. Finding someone as beautiful as Jungkook is rare... So please.... Whatever you both go through, find a way to keep a balance to be happy and I can guarantee you that Jungkook will be by your side like a shield."

Tears are now rolling down Woosung's cheeks yet he still held onto his weak smile, "I'm trusting you with my most precious treasure Taehyung, and I won't ever let anyone treat him any less than what he deserves so please don't let me down. If not for me than do it for him, that's all I'm asking of you. Okay?"

Taehyung could be anything. He could be a selfish bastard and maybe even arrogant that blinds his mind anger when he's twitched, but he knows love when he sees it. Those eyes Woosung has as he says these words struck stabs after stabs to his heart, unable to grasp how someone is able to love another human being so much like this.

He once saw those eyes before.... Between his mother and father.... Before she passed.

Love has always been nonexistent in Taehyung's life. He refused to believe in the horrid emotion that's laced with pain, not wanting to drown in the waters without being able to swim back to the surface.

Now.... Taking in the way Woosung breaks apart because of his fear and love for the first person that ever made his heart accelerate and his pulses rush with a flutter of euphoria, a feeling no drug is able to ignite, he's believed it.

Woosung loves Jungkook.... So much.

That much to trust Taehyung, someone who had hurt him countless of times, to take care of the fire in his life as their paths divide apart from being able to feel that familiar warmth in their souls again.

It.... It really ached Taehyung's heart.

There's nothing that hurts more than letting go of the person you love, and Woosung is doing that right now.

So Taehyung places his other hand over Woosung's, twitching a small smile, "Jungkook is a special person, I'll admit that," He whispers, glancing at the teary eyed ravenette, "I will do my best to keep our friendship steady..... You won't have to worry."

Woosung forces his smile more wider, nodding slowly before bringing his hands back to wipe his tears, "Good, and I wish you nothing but the best," He says, meaning it deep down inside.

It's almost relieving seeing two somewhat enemies join hands together for something they can agree on, but in this case it hurts Jungkook's heart.

He can't explain it into words why he's feeling this way, but he feels the squeezing ache in his chest and it won't stop. It's hard to determine if it's a good ache or not, but it's there and it won't go away. There's just so much that just happened right now to even process it well, leaving him only in complete and utter shock.

However that did not linger because Lisa suddenly popped up from behind them, smilingly brightly when she sees Woosung.

"Sammy!" She beams, skipping towards them and instantly throws her arms around him, "I didn't expect you to come here so soon."

Woosung forms a more sincere smile upon see her, ruffling with her cream colored beanie, "Well you did tell me to arrive here soon before it got late."

Now it' time for Jungkook's heart to shatter even more than it already is.

Lisa's leaving, right.

His sister...

"Are you sure you can't stay the night?" Jungkook whines, hugging his sister tightly, in which she smiles to her sensitive brother.

"And sleep where? On the dining table?" She snickers, pressing a kiss on his cheek, "You'll see me again soon, don't worry."

Then she lets him go, turning to face Taehyung.

That's where the anxiety in Jungkook began to rise. Lisa practically knows everything, literally, and who knows how she may even react with Taehyung in front of her like this without anyone else around.

However, to Jungkook's surprise she sticks out a hand, a genuine smile on her lips, "Take care, I hope to see you soon too."

Jungkook is just not going to surprise anymore and expect the unexpected because he's just done being taken back by these sudden gestures.

Taehyung glances between her hand and back to her face, relaxing evidently before shaking her hand with his own smile, "You too."

And after one last hug for the siblings and Lisa going back to say her farewells to Yeosang and everyone else, she left with Woosung to go back to Busan.

Once again did Woosung not turn back around as he walks farther and farther away.

Jungkook stays there for a moment, completely still with so much emotions whirling up inside him all at once. All balling up into this massive odd whirl that still felt overwhelming to shrug off so easily. Maybe it's because of how sensitive he's been for the past two weeks, maybe it's after what happened last night, but he just.... He can't explain how emotionally weak and overwhelmed he feels right now.

It's just too much.

It was obvious to anyone who sees of Jungkook's clear emotional suffocation through his wide teary eyes and shaking body. Taehyung could evidently notice it, and his heart only aches of seeing him so distressed like this. So he calmly stands in front of him, extending out his arms.

"Hug?"

As much as Jungkook didn't want to, knowing well that it'll just be the nudge to his walls of his feelings for Taehyung, he still found himself sinking into his arms as they wrap around him like a soft blanket to the cold December day. Holding him just fill him with comfort.

The poisonous arms of the man that would strip down his dignity, make him feel vulnerable yet strong and power. The arms of the man that talked down on him yet begged for forgiveness last night just to not feel this winter coldness.

And now, in this moment, in this chilly December day, they felt warm.

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A/N:

It took me a whole day to finish this chapter.

A whole day..... A lot happened in it.... Wow.

I....

I have no words.

So I know many of you are watching the concert so please enjoy!!! I probably will continue to write haha we'll see what happens.

I PURPLE YOU!! <33