Heaven - Troye Sivan ft Betty Who

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Jimin has a boyfriend now.

Yeah, that came out unexpected to Jungkook too.

He didn't know about it until Jimin sat down with him after he came back from his sketch class, telling him about this guy he's been seeing for some time until they actually began to date for two weeks now, which explains why he stopped having any fun time with Taehyung or anyone for a while.

Of course, Jungkook being the protective man that he is when it involves Jimin wanted to meet this species of a person.

Sadly he wasn't able to intimidate the guy while dressed as a fucking my little pony doll, but he was be able to make it work somehow.

However that need for intimidation instantly washed away when Jimin's boyfriend stepped through that front door.

The guy, Joshua, looks like the living embodiment of an angel. His eyes are always sparkling as if he's always happy with life. A soft texture of dirty blonde hair, long, yet it suits him fairly well on his head. At first Jungkook was hesitant to even try to intimidate him in fear he will actually make him cry by how soft he looks, especially when he smiles it makes him look extra innocent.

His social skills is by far the best Jungkook has ever met from someone. The kid is in a communications and business major, with a dream to own a cute bakery with a nice karaoke bar at the lower level of it. The way he spoke about his dream is something Jungkook really admired, since it just reminds him of his own pursuit for his dream. Whenever Jungkook would speak, it's almost as if he hung onto every word he said, making Jungkook actually tolerate him even more by that second.

By the end of the night, Jungkook couldn't deny that the guy is definitely decent compared to anyone he has met here.

Him and Jimin are just so cute with each other, and it made Jungkook feel so lonely.

Not like he's complaining, he likes it like this.

As time continue to pass, so does the stress in Jungkook's classes. He rarely spends time at his own apartment anymore to just do his work at the library, even then that's still stressful as hell. Don't get Jungkook wrong, he loves art and just being able to be in his own waters, but the things they make him do is very stressful, especially as the year is progressing.

On a lighter note, Taehyung continues to be a little happy pill in his life. Whenever they're together it's almost as if the world just calms down for a while and it feels much more lighter than it usually is.

Taehyung makes everything feel better, and Jungkook is starting to open up more having him around.

Why push him away if he's been making Jungkook's life better? As in emotionally. Not like Taehyung tries to help him, but he does without being told to.

Jungkook appreciates those moments a lot.

It just makes life much more enjoyable, despite the struggles they have to go through.

"We only said goodbye with words, I died a hundred times."

"You go back to her and I go back to-"

"black," Jungkook and Taehyung sing together, harmonizing in sync on the couch while working on their own homework.

Yeah, them singing random lyrics out of nowhere is part of their daily routine as well.

Helps with stress sometimes to just sing, even if they don't think they're that good at it.

It's Friday and usually on these days they spend their days studying at Jungkook's apartment. Jimin isn't as around anymore as often since he's with Joshua most of the time, going on cute dates or whatever cute couples do these days.

So, they have the apartment to themselves at the moment with cute fairy lights on by the perimeter of the ceiling with a few candles on. The narrow window is open, letting the air sooth in with a pretty view of the city through the peak of the white long curtains.

They have come use to being in this type of scene, it makes everything feel much more comfortable and just more home like vibe. There's soft music blaring the stereo, giving a much more blissful touch to this scene.

Well no, that's a lie.

What makes this much more peaceful is how Jungkook and Taehyung are both sitting on the carpet, leaning on each other's backs for support as they do their work. Jungkook on his drawing and Taehyung on his math for his stats homework.

Being in each other's presence makes this peaceful.

Even if they're not saying anything.

"I'm going to explode," Taehyung sighs, leaning his head back to Jungkook's shoulder, "This is too much work!"

"Then don't do it."

"But I have to!"

"Then do it," Jungkook says monotone, eyes still focused on his drawing of this room. Even though this is due on Tuesday, he just needed an outline before pouring more details into it.

Suddenly the pressure on his back from Taehyung is gone but then he feels arms around his neck, along with a chin on his shoulder, "That looks nice."

"I only drew lines."

"If it looks anything like this than it'll look nice," Taehyung chuckles back, making Jungkook snicker as he closes his drawing book and sitting it aside. He can finish it later. He was suddenly quick in reaching to his side to grab Taehyung's torso and swinging him over to his crossed legs on his lap.

Taehyung squeals from the unexpected gesture, arms still on Jungkook as he is now sitting on his lap like a baby. That also didn't stop Jungkook from pressing on his sides, hearing more of those shrieking squeals of laughter. Taehyung now is sprouting like a little kid, a wide smile on his lips with his eyes disappearing in utter happiness as the other tickles his sensitive sides. Jungkook is unable to stop staring at him, especially as his laughs got more and more high pitched.

"Jungkook! Stop!" Taehyung shrieks, making Jungkook only caress his side from the pressure as Taehyung captures his breath with hiccupping giggles now.

They stayed like this for a few moments, in silence with their eyes just looking at the narrow window as it lets the air caress through the windows. It's one of those comforting silences that just felt perfect to stay in.

Perfect to relax in.

It felt... Perfect. Jungkook enjoys these moments the most, when they're like this, since it just feels as though things aren't so complicated as they appear to be.

This connection they have just feels very unique, and it's a beautiful connection between human beings, where they can rely on to feel at peace.

Taehyung slowly sits up and turns to Jungkook, his eyes studying to Jungkook's sparkling gaze, "Do you think when a person dies.... They go to heaven?"

This type of question caught Jungkook by surprise, letting his eyebrow raise from how unexpected it was, but he could see how serious Taehyung was about it. They don't usually talk about issues like this, but it doesn't mean it's uncomfortable to touch upon.

Hm, is Taehyung going to open up now?

So he decided to be honest about it, "I don't really believe in that stuff Tae."

"Then where do the dead go once they're gone?"

By now Taehyung's voice has trailed off to a much more fragile hush whisper, almost as if he spoke to loud than he will shatter the delicacy of this moment or he will be screamed with the truth.

A truth that is surrounded only by darkness.

Jungkook could see the slightly hidden emotion behind his eyes and raised a hand to caress his hair, trailing it down to his neck, "They find peace."

The distance between the two have grown close, too close. There's something behind Taehyung's eyes that Jungkook can't capture, no matter how much he tries to study them. It's a darkness he clearly doesn't want Jungkook to see. A darkness filled with pain.... A pain he hides behind his smile that's on his lips right now.

What are you hiding Taehyung?

"You're right, they do," Taehyung says, licking his lips slowly before glancing down at Jungkook's lips, "Can we feel at peace for a moment?"

Jungkook's heart is accelerating too quick against his chest now, nearly making it hard to breath as he feels his pulses quicken, especially when Taehyung places his hands on his shoulders.

"What do you want Taehyung?"

The question alone sent a shiver down the peach haired male's spine, letting his eyes flutter slowly as his hands trails up Jungkook's neck, past his quicken pulses and to his jaw, where he let's his thumbs caress his soft skin.

"Let me kiss you."

Jungkook knows he shouldn't. He knows this would only lead to something more and he doesn't want that because they will only get hurt.

He doesn't want either of them to grow that type of attachment, not while Jungkook's whole life is full of shit right now.

So he gulps thickly, "I don't do strings attached."

"Neither do I," And Taehyung slams their lips together.

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 Don't be fooled guys, the title is named Raw for a reason :')

Okay okay I'm try to update the chapter soon don't worry. I'm pretty inspired right now hahah

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