For years I fooled you, I vowed for love, and I lied.
For years you beamed like a fresh sun, you never sensed the pain, nor my embracing sharp blades.
You stood like a mighty oak tree.
I was overwhelmed. I never questioned your strength and your courage.
You were in love with a vision. I never approached your passionate shores.
I'm a scammer, a dishonest person.
I lived in severe anxiety for the rest of my insignificant life.
For years I fooled you, I vowed for love, and I lied.

artwork by Satoh Takeru Drawing