Chapter 11
Third POV:
Rexha pushed the back of Vanoss's chair back, "Vanoss, I need you to tell me the truth. Lying will only make it worse" Rexha said staring at Vanoss straight in his eyes. Vanoss didn't opened his mouth anymore, "Vanoss, you can either tell me or I will dig into your memories and find out" Rexha threatened. Vanoss looked around at the guys, "Vanoss, you're going to have to tell her. I don't need you getting hurt anymore.." Wildcat said stepping up towards Vanoss. Rexha smiled at Wildcat, "Do you know?" Rexha asked as she let Vanoss's chair hit the floor on all fours again. "What? No I don't know, I'm just asking because I don't want him to get hurt" Wildcat said protesting. Marcel walked over to Wildcat and put his hands on his shoulders, "Back down bud, just let them talk. When it starts to get violent that's when we step in" Marcel said padding him on the back and pulling him back.
"Vanoss, I'm not going to say it again." She got close to his face again, "Did you drink Delirious's blood?" Rexha asked as the pled for help ran through her face. Vanoss looked down at his hands he started to play with his thumbs, "Yes" Vanoss mumbled. Rexha looked at him sharply, "What did you say?" She questioned. Vanoss looked at her with a sharp eye, "I did" Vanoss said in a sharp tone. Rexha walked over to a table that was covered in knives, "Fuck!" She screamed flipping the table. Marcel looked at a stool that was sitting in the corner, he slowly walked over and pushed it so it would fall. "Rexha what's wrong with him drinking Delirious's blood?" Moo asked. Rexha looked at Moo, "A non beast can drink it, but when a beast drinks the blood it causes a exchange in power. Delirious's blood is from Satan, Satan has the blood line that saves lives. It's kinda ironic that Satan has the blood to save lives as his job is to steal lives. Delirious has a blood type called X+ and its rich. The blood can heal a wounded soldier in seconds back to his original state. This blood line also lives on though someone else too" Rexha said walking over to Vanoss and placing her hands on his lap. "Who?" Marcel questioned walking over to them with concern.
Rexha looked at everyone, "Me, Delirious is older than me by 5 hours. I'm the last creature to be born with X+, and it plans to stay that way" Rexha said standing up and walking over to Gi's sleeping body. "Cartoonz pick her up, we need to get her back to her house" Rexha said pointing at Gi.
-2hours later-
Vanoss POV:
We stepped into the Dennis house, I haven't been in here for the longest time. Flashes of my dream kept coming back to my mind, the dream where I was about to kill Delirious. These kept haunting me, in the shock therapy they came to me everytime. It was a nightmare to me, "Come on, we will put her in her room and pour mountain ash around her bed so she can't leave" Rexha said walking up the stairway, Cartoonz followed her.
"Hey guys, can I tell you guys something. Like important?" I questioned the guys as they waited for Rexha to put Gi upstairs. They turned to me, "Yeah, let's go in the living room" Mini said walking into the living room. Lui ran and jumped into the couch, "Haha!" Lui said as he leaped into the couch. I followed and sat on the couch, I waited for the guys to sit down. "What's up?" Wildcat asked as Mini sat down in his arms. "Well, I kinda had this dream while I was knocked out and laying on the table in the cabin" I said twirling my thumbs. The guys looked at me as if I was crazy, "so?" Marcel said staring at the stairway waiting for Rexha to come down.
"In this dream, I was hurting you guys to get to Delirious" I said as my voice choked. Marcel looked at me, "What?" He questioned. "I was under Gi's control, I couldn't do anything. Shit I knew Nogla across the field getting to him" I stood up and paced the room. "Relax Vanoss, maybe it won't happen" Wildcat said standing up. "Relax? Relax?! I can't relax knowing that Gi has me under some spell that when she speaks in Greek I am her personal bitch!" I argued. "Tell me how the dream went down" I heard Rexha say as she stepped down off the step with Cartoonz following her.
"What?" I said, she looked at me as if I was dumb "How did the dream go down. You need to tell me" Rexha said walking over and sitting on the couch. My eyes followed her as she walked over and sat on the couch, "I kept saying some words, I couldn't quite figure out what they were" I said sitting down on the floor. "Think hard, because certain things like Delirious's blood can cause you to gain powers" Rexha said as she leaned on her elbows that rested on her knees.
"I could make out two words out of all of the commotion" I said softly as I tapped my fingers on the hardwood floor. Rexha got down on her knees and crawled over to me, "What was the words?" She asked. "Target Identified" I said quietly, the guys looked at me.
"Vanoss, you need to fight these dreams. If you keep thinking of these dreams they will become true and it won't be good" Rexha said putting her hands on mine. "I really need you to change your dream" She said gripping my hands tight. "Leave it all behind" her voice sang. I pushed her hands away as I stood up and grabbed my hair with my hands, "what if I can't trust myself?! What if I just need help?!" I started screaming. Everyone started looking at me, "αλλαγή" a voice whispered in my thoughts. "Maybe I'm crazy" I said softly. "Maybe I just had enough" My voice started to get deep. Anger grew in me, "Nothing stays the same! Maybe it's time to change" I growled as I headed for the kitchen, "Vanoss" I heard Rexha say as she ran after me. I went though all the drawers, "Where are they?" I asked speaking to myself. "Where are they?!" I yelled. I opened the last drawer on the right, and there it shined. The brightest thing I've ever seen, "What am I waiting for?" I said as I pulled it out.
"Vanoss, pleas put it down" Rexha said from behind me, I turned to her "I can't, this is who I am" I said angry. I heard more foot steps come into the kitchen, "Vanoss" I heard Mini's voice say in a sad tone. I turned to Mini, "I can't do this" I said angry holding onto the handle of the knife. "Vanoss, we can help you" Mini said. I turned to him, "I've always been scared to try" I said as I felt a tear run down my cheek. "Vanoss, I can't deal with this anymore. I had to deal with this once and you promised no more" Mini said putting his hands up. I stared at him and put the knife to my forearm, "Nothing stays the same!" I cried.
"Vanoss, remember 8th grade? When you got cut from the hockey team? You got cut because you were a normal supernatural creature?" Mini said taking a step towards me. "You're not my weakness Mini!" I shouted put the knife down, he stopped moving and froze. "I remember that happening, I remember because when I saw you at school you wore a sweatshirt during the day and it was 89 outside. I remember that you refused to change in gym because of it" Mini said with a tear building in his eye, "Weak" I mumbled staring at him.
"I remember it like it was yesterday, You still to this day try and cover up those scars on your right forearm. You can't hide your past, you marked yourself so you could remember the past and know you have someone to fall back on when you were sad and depressed." Mini pointed to my right forearm. I rolled my sleeve on my right forearm up exposing my many scars. "I'm so tired of being here!" I cried looking down at my forearm. "I remember walking in on you cutting yourself, I remember hearing you say 'You're my best friend heaven'. I thought you had a girl over so I barged in and saw you carving in your arm. It hurt me to see you in pain" Mini said as tears ran down his face. "When you cried I'd wipe away your tears" Mini said wiping the tears from his face. I looked back down at my forearm and saw the word "Worthless" carved into my skin.
-flash back-
Third POV:
{Warning! Trigger}
Vanoss sat in his room with three razors sitting on a red towel. A single tear dropped onto the carpet as he stared at the razors. He picked up one razor, he admired the silver shining when directly on the sun. He put it to his right forearm, "One" He said as he dragged it across his arm. "For being weak" Vanoss said as blood started to pear from the cut, he looked at the cut and smiled. "No pain" Vanoss smiled, he took the blade and put it against his skin again. "Two" he said sliding it across, "For being a beast" he said as a tear dropped onto the blood peering though his skin. "I'm so tired of being here" he said as he looked down at his arm.
Vanoss smiled as he slid it across his skin again, the pain felt good to him. It was his scapegoat, no pain was the best feeling to him. "Three" he said as he slid it again for the fourth time. "For, fuck it" He said as he started slicing his forearm all up. The blood was gathering on his arm as he continued to cut and cut.
Vanoss laid on his bedroom floor, blood was dripping off his arm from the cuts that spelt worthless on his arm. Vanoss turned his head towards his arm forearm and smiled at the blood dripping from the cuts. He looked at the cuts, "50" he mumbled as he stared at the cuts. He slowly sat back up and stared at the bloody razor, "You're my best friend heaven" Vanoss said as he slid the other two razors under his bed. His door opened, he turned around to see Mini. "Vanoss, what are you doing?!" Mini asked running over to him. "Let me die!" Vanoss cried as he tried to reach for his razor. "Vanoss I can't do that!" Mini cried as he tried holding Vanoss back.
"Please just let me die! Let me be worthless because everyone tells me that! Just let me die! Let me leave the earth that never loved me!" Vanoss cried. Mini held him tight, "People love you! I can't let you kill yourself!" Mini began to cry.
-end of flashback-
Vanoss looked at Mini as he had the knife pressed against his skin. "Please put the knife down" Mini said walking towards Vanoss, Vanoss looked at Mini. "No" Vanoss said as he slid the kitchen knife down his arm slitting it open wide. Blood started pouring everywhere. Vanoss fell to the floor. Unconscious.
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