i hate humans...... wish they all would die, now that has to say something because i am also a human. personally i wouldn't mind killing everyone i see, so, just so i wont go to jail for suffocating the girl at the ice cream bar, i just remain antisocial. i am also know as the psychopath that just stares at you for no reason, they dont know but i be thinking as they speak " please shut UP"

"ahem... are you talking to me?" a woman with dyed red hair with a brown root questioned me. she must didnt here me so i say it again....

"shut....up..., do you hear me this time, cause if not i can slow it down more so you can understand ....." this bar is now my least favorite right now

"oh i heard you, now you shut up before i mess up your face"

i smile "aww you thinks im pretty.... well i would mess up your face... but it seems you dont need help in that area!" apparently most of the bar were watching us, some shouting "ooooooh" and "that girl just got told.." the only person that i notice that isnt near us or shouting is a man in casual wear, i cant really see his face because its pretty dim and he is further away from me than anyone else...... he just sat and watched, looking as if he is entertained.

the angry woman in front of me turned red in the face the grabbed here bag and taking out money and slamming it on the table, soon after.... the lady left..... this is the reason i dont hang out at bars.

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i flop down on my bed and give a heavy sigh falling to sleep soon after...... "Raven.....Raven honey wake up" i blink open my eyes once to wake up, the a second time to get rid of the blur. "ughhh, what do you want mom..."

"well me and your dad talked last night, and we heard about the fight and we thought that yo-"

"it wasnt a fight ,we just said words to eachother!"

"well still sweetie, you have got to do better, you are acting like a child, we are kicking you out......but just so you know how to act in the real world and know whast is like to live like an adult"

i hate it when people say that i am acting like a child.... i dont act like a child i just say what i want when i want... no matter to who.....

"i act like im 23-"

"cause you are 23 but you act like your 15"

" by the way 15 isnt a kid its just a teenager, so technically i dont act like a kid"

"see this is what im talking about, me and your dad packed your bags while you were asleep, cause we knew you weren't gonna do it yourself"

i knew exactly why they were kicking me out.... they think im to much to handle and needed me out the house....."we even bought you your own apart me, and its furnished. we didnt want you to go blindly so we helped a little i hope you figure the rest out"

i grabbed the bags, it was only three, i need more clothes so it takes longer when they try to throw me out when i get them to let me move back in... i sighed and asked "where is the apartment?"

they gave me the address and headed to cherry street, and dropped all my stuff onto the floor of my new apartment..... and very first one.....

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the man who sat next to me look VERY familiar, but i knew i have never seen him before.....

i wasnt talking to him but he answered.

"would a kid drown her sorrows in alcohol because she is lost in the world?"

"yes... yes she would"

who do he think he is, thinking he can just listen to me talk and then respond to it, like who even does that.

"i wasnt talking to you mr. handsome" i said that cause i felt like it, i have no intrest in him, i just tell it how it is..

"are you trying to flirt with me little miss, im no kid i just like to say whats on my mind"

i parted my lips and let out a sigh. "no, i really want you to stop talking to me"

"do you really?"

"YES!! how do you think you are listening to what i say and then responding to it!!?"

"umm... im pretty sure thats how a conversation works" he smiled and then stood up.... "i saw you yesterday at the bar and i just wanted to see what it was like talking to the mess maker, and imma say, its pretty disappointing, you are broken and a mess" he looked at me in disgust, then walked away..... im not that messed up to the point where a stranger tells me i need to get my life together.... am i?