A/n: 18yr old Killua

"Are you out of your fucking mind?!" Killua yelled into Milluki's face, knocking his bag of chips to the floor.

Milluki looked down at his chips in despair before looking back at Killua with a glare on his face. "What the heck did you do that for?"

Killua clenched his fists and did his best to restrain himself from punching his brother.

"Why the fuck would you accept this contract?! And to make it worse, it's for me!" Killua didn't know what the fuck had got through Milluki's thick skull when he had accepted this offer.

"I don't see what the big deal is, it's just a job."

"Just a... Just a fucking job?!" Killua choked and began pacing up and down the vast hallway, not even paying attention at the incoming form of their Grandfather Zeno.

"Killua."

He paused and looked at his Grandfather with a conflicted look on his face. "Grandfather."

"What seems to be the problem?"

Killua sighed and leaned back against the wall. "That fat bastard just accepted a contract for me without my say so."

Milluki bristled at the insult even as he crouched to get his bag of chips. "So what?! It's just another job!"

"Are you fucking stupid?! Did you even read the details before accepting just because of the payout?" Killua gritted his teeth and glared at him.

Milliku shrugged and stuffed his mouth with chips. "Not really. The payout is 30 billion Jenny so I don't see the problem."

His Grandfather sighed. "What are the details, Killua?"

Killua raked a hand through his hair and slid down the wall. "Chrollo. I'm supposed to be his bodyguard and eliminate every threat against him for five months."

Zeno hummed and his shoulders slumped as he sighed. "I see."

A sigh of exasperation left his lips and he rubbed a hand down his face. "What am I supposed to do? I've come this far without coming into contact with Chrollo and now I have to go and stay with him for five months. I can't breach or cancel the contract without it reflecting badly on us so what am I supposed to do? If I go to him there's a chance that I won't be coming back here and that scares me... It scares me..."

Milluki froze at Killua's words and for the first time since he blew up at him, he's finally realising that maybe this won't be another contract.

He didn't know what the deal was with this Chrollo fellow but his Grandfather seems to understand the severity of Milluki's bad judgement.

Couldn't he do anything right? Killua was obviously distressed for some reason and it was all his fault.

"What... What's the deal with this Chrollo?" he asked hesitantly, appetite diminished.

Killua frowned and rested his head back against the wall, looking up at the ceiling. "He's the leader of the Phantom Troupe. He massacred my friend's entire clan leaving only him alive and he's the one whose group killed the entire Mafia goons and their Shadow Beasts during the Underground auction those years ago. Conclusion, he's one of the worst type of criminal because he's very smart and tactical and not to mention, he's also my ex."

Milluki gaped at him in shock." What? How? If he's as bad as you say then how and why did you date him? Oh and before it slips my mind, since when are you gay?"

"Haven't you ever heard the saying Nice guys finish last? People are usually more attracted to the dangerous ones and not to mention, it doesn't matter who I fuck or who fucks me, as long as I get to fuck or get fucked. Also, it was meant to be a one off, but Chrollo wasn't satisfied with that and it eventually turned into a relationship."

"Why did you break up then?" he replied, information never hurt anybody.

Killua sighed and as he was about to speak, his phone began ringing; he looked down at the caller ID and groaned.

Kuroro ❤

He can't believe that the man managed to get his new number and input his name into his phone without him realising anything.

He let it ring out but it started again seconds later. Ignoring it, he looked up at Milluki and their Grandfather.

"We broke up because he tried to impregnate me," he scoffed and averted his eyes, not paying attention to the way Milluki and their Grandfather stiffened. "I don't know how he did it but he found a way using Nen and he had already tested it and it's legit. He wanted me to carry his heir but I refused. I told him that
I wasn't ready for such a huge step but he refused to budge and eventually, we broke up."

"Do you miss him?" their Grandfather asked.

"Everyday. And believed me when I say that I can't believe that I just said that. I know that Kurapika would think that I've betrayed his trust but I want to be selfish for once. For me. For my future, my happiness. I've been avoiding Chrollo because I've been feeling liked I've betrayed my friends, my morals, everything that I've tried so hard to change. I just don't know what to do."

"Don't you?" his grandfather spoke. "Above all else you are a Zoldyck, Killua. All of us have our own paths to take and we should be positive of that path for our own benefit and not for others. Think of it like this, your friendship with the young Kurta child is the only thing standing in your way of your own family. His path is revenge and I see no reason why that should also be your path. We have no use for Revenge. It may fuel our power but overtime, it would also be our downfall. Do not feel guilty because your happiness comes at the cost of your friendship with this child. If you believe that a life with this man will give you happiness then go for it. If this Kurta really is your friend then he should understand that the heart wants what it want." And without another word, his Grandfather turned and walked away, leaving him and Milluki.

Killua sighed and raked a hand through his hair. His phone going off once more.

"You should probably answer that, little brother." Milluki left after that to give him privacy.

He bit his lip and looked down at his still ringing phone and with a deep inhale, he answered and placed it at his ear.

This was it. This was the moment that he had been dreading.

"Baby, you finally answered," breathed a low, sultry voice.

Killua closed his eyes and a smile stretched across his lips. "Seems like you've missed me."

Chrollo chuckled deeply at that. "Very, very much, sweetheart."

"About the contract. Are you really gonna waste 30 billion Jenny like this?"

Chrollo hummed and there was the sound of papers rustling over the line. "You should really know me better than that, sweetheart. This is between me and you and that contract was only to gain your attention. I can easily cancel it."

Killua snorted. "It's not that easy to cancel a contract with us, you know."

"Well it's a good thing that I'll have you by my side to make it easier."

"Oh, is that what you think?" He smirked. "What makes you so certain that I'll come back to you."

Chrollo snorted. "Quick question, sweetheart. What's my name?"

Killua rose an eyebrow at the seemingly nonsensical question. "Kuroro. What else would it be?"

"Oh? And not the impersonal Chrollo? You have your answer sweetheart. I can't wait to have you by my side once again."

He snorted and rolled his eyes at that. Trust Chrollo to always be one step ahead of him. "That still doesn't mean anything."

Chrollo laughed. "On the contrary, It means alot more than you might expect, but enough of that. When are you coming to see me? It's been a while since we've made love."

Killua's eyes widened and a blush stained his cheeks. "Bastard, who said anything about love?!"

"You aren't fooling anyone, much less me, sweetheart. You love me just as much as I love you so let's quit the bullshit. When's the earliest that you can come and see me?"

"Probably next week." There was no use denying Chrollo's words because he had practically broken down a couple minutes ago infront of his grandpa and Milluki. "So you'll have to wait."

Chrollo hummed. "Kiyume. Kuroa. Kiyame. Kurami. What do you think?"

Killua's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "Huh?"

What was Chrollo on about now?

"They're some names I've created for our future children. What do you think?"

Seriously? They had just begun talking against after a year and seven months apart.

"Try not to get ahead of yourself," he drawled, tone of voice noticeably unimpressed. "This is our first form of contact in 19 months."

Chrollo snorted. "That doesn't mean a thing except that I'll enjoy wrecking you when we eventually see each other."

Killua shivered at the scenario.

"You're already imagining it, aren't you?" Chrollo purred.

Well, there was no use denying it. "And If I am?"

"Hmm... I'll answer that when we meet. So until then. I'll be waiting... Not so patiently," he chuckled and ended the call before Killua could respond.

He wanted to keep him on his toes after all.

Killua groaned and slammed his phone to the ground. Trust Chrollo to still act like a bastard even after not seeing each other for so long.

But then again, all it did was make his blood boil even more.

If Chrollo thought that he was the only horny one then he had another thing coming.

Ever since they broke up, Killua hadn't allowed anyone else to touch him.

He couldn't bare the thought of being unfaithful to Chrollo even if they had broken up.

Morals, right?

But enough of that. He had a dick appointment with his boyfriend and he needed to prepare.

So with a smile on his face, he got up off the floor and picked his phone up..

Time's a wasting.