Raph's POV
Were ten now and I can't seem to do anything right. I'm always running into things or people\turtles. Still can't write or do the alphabet. Master Splinter have up and told me I didn't have to do anymore work. I believe his exact words were ya don't have to do anymore work since you don't care anyways and then sent me to my room. Which is where I am every time they have to learn. I liked learning it was something I looked forward to everyday. I always learned something new but now I can't. I often got set out of sparring to because I wouldn't move. What they didn't know was the fact that I was trying to find out their movements since I couldn't see them I had to focus on when they would move. Leo won't let me go with them when they explore the tunnels. Even though it's only like two tunnels I still want to know what it's like. Everyday they come back bragging about how cool it was. Mikey won't let me near the kitchen when he's cooking which is what master splinter taught them during a class session and Donnie won't let me near his lab ever. To be honest I wish I could tell them I was blind. Maybe then they will understand why I can't do anything. I made a punching dummy with some stuff Splinter gave us. It had old rubber from pink balloons that was wanted down. I got balloons, Mikey got bubbles, Leo got crayons, and Donnie got a bouncy ball. I used concrete and pillow stuffing for the inside. I would practice while they were learning and whenever I got sent to my room, which was allot. It was the only way I could get better at training. Master Splinter told the rest that they could go to the surface in five more years, but until I can learn better I had to stay in the lair until I could. I cried myself to sleep that night knowing my future was going to be a disaster.