Lonely little world...me in my lonely world.
I always think I'm useless worthless I should die.
...Time to time I get yell at. At the house I'm isolated I feel like that but Am I really?

I had cut myself on my arm but the scars fade by tomorrow but I know they are still there. Will I be my happy self? Will I die early? If so how will I die?

....
I wouldn't really mind if I die...the world is cold and cruel even if I haven't explore it it's still cruel.

I try not to eat.
I try not to drink
I try not to feel isolated a selfish annoy brat.
I even try not to kill my self.

I'll only stay alive for my friends....and for my sister