OKAY
*uses best Thomas Sanders impression I can do*
Storytime!
A long while ago I asked someone for some book recommendations I could read
(or something like that)
One person answered that I should read this book called
"Speak up already" which is a Phan book( if you don't know what Phan is what are you even doing here)

I started reading the book a couple months ago but got super busy and forgot about it.  I started reading it again today and FINISHED the book today.
I can officially say I am an emotional wreak now. omg.  It's just such a beautiful book and reminded me that no matter what your going to have someone that will care about at some point and it'll be the most amazing moment when you realize who they are.
It also made me realize how fucking awful the world is for homosexual people.

I've always know the world was bad. There are so awful people out there. The world is most definitely not perfect.  So I've known how awful the world is for some people but I've never felt like I knew what it was like to be in there shoes looking at the world that told them "Your not normal faggot."

It broke my heart but it made me look around at the world.
It's making me Speak up already.

Btw the person who recommended this book to me is -earthcake
I luv u