Story of my Life

Sit still, clear your mind and listen to me. Imagine you're sitting there, excited about something. The all of a sudd n you realize something that was there all along that you just remember was even there. And immediately hate yourself for it, begging and hoping someone out there will press that universal pause button and then hit rewind, all the way back to that time you want to relive. And then you realize no one can or will do that for you. Maybe you had a bad day but maybe someone else had a good day and we all know he butterfly effect, you change one little detail and a huge Jurassic change happens in the present day and that never goes well. Back to what we were talking about the buttons you just desperately want to press but you can't and you can't stop thinking about that thing an it's in your mind and it's driving you insane to the point where you're heart is racing and you are trying your best to hide it but it's building up and you just want to scream and let it all out. We've all had those days where we just go home and immediately start crying for reasons we can't even explain. It's eating away at you to the point where you're curled up in a ball in a corner somewhere sobbing and slowly losing what's left of your sanity. Yeah, story of my life.