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Look thanks for the stuff in the last chapter but can i tell you all a true fact?

I've thought of suicide or running away from home.

I know there are people who will act upon it like actully do it or just hurt them self or run for like a hour.

But i was really close to running and killing myself.

And the reason why?

CAUSE I'M A FUCKING BAD PERSON

I HAVE LIED TO MY PARENTS A CRAP TON, I STOLE A FEW TIMES, I MADE MY GF CRY A SHIT TON OF TIMES BY ACCIDENT, I HAVE PISSED PEOPLE OFF WHERE THEY WILL START TICKING ME OFF

JUST MY LIFE HAS BEEN FUCKING HELL

i need to punch something or someone