I'm not Sarah. I don't want to be Sarah. I feel such hatred towards the name. It labels me as female. I'm not female. I'm not male. I'm non-binary.

I've tried to pass it off as "just a phase" but I can't. I'm unable to see myself as female, unable to prosses people call me a "she" to others, unable to even handle my long hair, just because it reminds me, "I'm female".

I want to tell my friends, tell them, "Don't call me a girl!" And "call me Skyler", but, I've told them before. They act like they care and it's okay but they never call me "they" or "Skyler".

No matter what I say, I'm always "That girl Sarah."