So 1 year ago today is when I pulled out half of my top lashes, my first day on the journey to being diagnosed with  Trichotillomania (TTM)
Which if you don't know what that is , it's is a disorder to which I pull out my hair, which means, eyebrows eyelashes, and my regular hair ect.

It all started when I thought I had a like ingrown eyelash and tried to get it out, this became a disorder (Trichotillomania) which Only affects 200,000 people a year,which, out of 7,000,000,000,000 people isn't a lot

My family had tried everything to get me to stop, clipping my nails, just kinda popping my hand when I do it, fake glasses(which now I have real one so the ones I have now arnt fake btw), things in my hands at all times none of it worked, so during all of this I was going to a therapist about once a month, and I loved going to see her, she's nice and we talked through my problems and how I felt about it not just my family

And I hate it when people are like,"well just stop, it's your hand , your the one pulling out the hairs" but it's not that simple, it's a disorder , it's like tell me to stop going on wattpad, it's not easy, and never will be

I just needed to get this off my chest, because I watched a buzzfeed video where they went without eyebrows for a day, and it triggered me, ALOT