Im done trying with life and basic things because as it is im failing school and I have a low GPA, im done trying to get an education and trying to be the "good guy" when im not, I found out that I might/ am not going to Bangor High anymore because of last years events, as it is i don't have enough credits that I need to graduate. Online school is what I want instead of public school because this school year right now is representing last year and my elementary years. Im done trying to make everyone happy because in the end they end up breaking me in the end. It seems like everyone is abandoning me and hurting me. I Dont want to go to school because what I want to do doesn't require a high school diploma or a GPA all it requires is for me to be in a creative mind and to stay relaxed and at home. Everyone keeps reminding me that I need special help and that I have special needs, whenever I hear that now I feel like im less like a human because I need extra support and attention. It seems like whenever I try getting help i need and try to do something to benefit me it always backfires and hits me hard because people don't approve of what im trying to do. I was thinking about the army but then I realized, I don't have a chance. Im done trying and pleasing everyone. If anyone tries to get me to do things I don't want to do I won't do it because I don't want it and I won't benefit for it. Yes I know jobs and colleges look at GPAs and grades and all of that lovely crap but I don't want a professional job I don't want to go to college I Dont want any of it. So, im done. Hate all you want but I know what im doing because its MY LIFE and not yours. I do what I WANT and you do what YOU WANT to do. My life isnt your life and it never will be, your life. I know what I want to do and you may not understand it but I do, I have my own perception on things and you have yours, our worlds and perceptions may not meet but you have to trust me on this because it seems like no one trusts me anymore because of my mentality and my stability. I may not be the perfect person but don't tell me how to live my life and say you understand because no one understands and no one will understand me. Im done ranting, message me with any questions. So yeah, peace out ✌️🏻