Okay but I'm gonna be honest with you guys.

If you met me in real life, as much as I hate to admit it, I'm probably one of the most moody people you'll ever meet.

Like, sure, one day I'll be completely fine.

But then the next I could snap at you for simply being within a hundred-mile radius of me. It's that bad.

Some days it'll literally be like "Oh hey, you opened your mouth to say hello? Imma get really grumpy. That's a good idea."

Usually I can refrain from hurting anyone's feelings or making things awkward or completely ruining something, but every once in awhile I'll be like "yOU KNOW WHAT IM DONE WITH EVERYTHING IMMA FITE YOU" and then like two minutes later I regret it deeply, while the person I snapped at is confused like "All I did was blink? Why are you yelling?"

It's so ridiculous

And then later I get on the internet and am like "Oh hey guys, how are you? I love youuuuu..."

Like what even

If my friends (the ones that don't stalk me) found my phone, somehow guessed my password, and then found Wattpad... It would be the end of me.

I'm trying to imagine this.

Friends: "Who's this person?" "[Sunny], here you said you love this person. Do you have a crush?" "Wait what's this chapter about?" "[Sunny], you said you had a crush! Which one of us is it?" "Ugh geez everything is so gay." "What's Snowbaz?" "What does demiromantic mean?" "Wait did [Sunny] actually just show love for someone?" "Why is this person counting by kangaroos?" "Color and colour are the same thing." "Why do you keep saying "so do so ha, I win!" To this person?" "[Sunny], none of this makes any sense."

Me: what even guys how did you get my phone

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Sort of off of the whole grumpiness thing, I've been wanting to apologize for awhile.

When I was younger I didn't really think about what I said on the internet. I could've easily offended someone and I'm really sorry. I honestly didn't mean it, but i was an accidental jerk sometimes. If I ever said something rude or mean, I'm so sorry and take it back.

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It's probably the same day but how are you?

Have a brownie. And possibly a hug?