Okay, let me get this straight, I love my sister, and I like being the younger sibling, but sometimes it SUCKS. Lemme tell you why.

Usually, if my sister doesn't want to talk to me my mom always says some thing along the lines of "she's dealing with stuff right now." See, I'm fine with that, it the annoying thing is when my sister tries to talk to me, but I don't want to talk to her, my mom always says "your sister is talking to you! Listen!" Or something. Its so annoying! The same thing happens no matter how many times I say I don't feel like talking or that I'm tired! My dad does it too sometimes, but not very much. Don't get me wrong, I love my parents and I love my sister, it's just annoying! Also usually my parents try to understand her more, and talk to her about important stuff more, and let her have more freedom, even though she's only about a year and a half older than me. I'm not trying to be selfish, but my mom is talking to her about having a crush, while I'm in here he corner dealing with literally my entire gender identity, and my sexuality, and I think I might be quiroromantic, and I don't know, and I'm slightly terrified of how much the world is going downhill. I'm not saying my sister isn't dealing with stuff like that either, but it's just... ugh. And my mom and sister think I'm popular or something. I'm NOT! I have NO idea why they think that. I think because I have like 12 friends? But I don't actually? I don't know. I only have that many friends because of one of my best friends who has a lot of friends and I'm sorta friends with them I guess? I have no idea. And I'm awkward, but my parents and sister don't think so? Like have they ever seen me with new people? I either, 1. Don't say anything, and if I do say something, it's really quiet, or 2, start rambling awkwardly and start making excuses of why I need to go. It's horrible. However, once I get to know someone, then I'm not awkward (much).

Like I said earlier, I'm not trying to be selfish or something, it's just how I feel. Mmmmmbyeeeeeee