Why

am

i

so

hurt

when

i

am

surrounded

by

love

.

Sigh

I guess im selfish

but

I cant forget him

and even though i would never go near him or talk to him again

Ugh

*screams in pillow*

i mean

hes obviously happier without me

but hell

im still

fucking

hurt

jen says its the memories

other people say its just a normal breakup

or they just push me off as being a attention wh***

so

like

why?

i wanna be happy again.