How are you guys doing?

Im fine on a mental state, But I've been sleeping all the time so im pretty weak.

Tomorrow and ill figure out what classes I have for next year Im hoping for some sort of music class I signed up for. Plus I miss seeing Jen everyday,And yes, ill be waiting for you near the student parking lot entrance.

I never have much to say here but I want to start doing more of these, and longer. How I use to.

Ill have more to talk about when im at school but im all alone here, and no one wants to hear about me being bored for the 100th time.

Im writing this at 10:41, planning to upload it when I get my Wi-Fi back tomorrow. Cavetown is amazing. I know I talk about his music a lot, but its nice to have someone who writes in a style that speaks to you. God I sound annoying. But its true, his music helps me a lot.

I have to pick what to wear for 10th grade pictures; I might wear my flannel but I know it looks trashy to other people. Ill talk to my mom about new clothes.

I feel like I've changed so much from last year yet im the same exact person I was after 8th grade. I don't want to be sad but I don't want to fake happy. You know?

What should 10th grade Ethan be?

8th grade was my emo phase

9th was my angsty teen that still loves pop music

10th..hmm

Over emotional gay hipster?

Indie obsessed?

Finally accepting I don't need to fallow stereotypes and going out of my comfort zone to find somewhere where I belong?... Nah that cant be it

What Ethan would you like to see more of? I'm curious

I really want to focus on music this year, I have a mic and a instrument so I don't have any other reason for me not to.

I still need a band name, but a name isn't that important.

Yeah.

I have ideas for concepts and crap but I can't find an original name.

I wanna cuddle with someone fr

Lol the last time I did I was at Erins house and I was really upset.

But still

Cuddles are amazing.

Coconut has grown so much in the past month like for real. Hes gotten more fluffy and slightly more fat. (He's more skinny than his fur lets you think).

Also, taking care of an animal helps so much mentally. He can get annoying but he makes me very happy.

Also I can blow all my money on him and feel good about myself.

Once my schedule is on the school website ill post it here and send it to you guys on Instagram if you want to see.

I miss drawing on my skin with eyeliner when I got bored, lol.

Its like 11:31 and im dozing off.

I might go live by the time this is out or around 12pm on July 24

Be there, or be ⬛

Love you guys

Stay brave
Stay beautiful
Stay alive ||- / /