I just woke up and im struggling

Ive been having less and less motivation for music lately

The weight of my body physically feels like more because I have no energy

I feel like I failed on the only thing good I had. And I can only be mad at myself.

I tired to be happy but I can't. Not like this

What am I supposed to do without you

Now all I do is cry and regret and sleep

My mom is trying to help me push through but she blames you, no matter how much I say it isn't your fault.

No one talks to me like you did

All I want is someone to always be there

Now I only have myself

I miss you

I know you thought you just drag me down but you kept me a float. I drag myself down.

No amount of pop music or food can ever replace how happy I was.

Now this is to my friends who are reading:

Please help me.