I havent slept good in awhile
This past week ive stsrted like 5 songs but havent found the creativity to finish them.

Im not upset
But i want more out of this

Last night, i had time to think about myself and how im not happy with me.

It sucks because im finally in a good relationship, cut out the toxic people in my life, and schools almsot out.

But it just gives me more reason to pay attention to myself. And i dont really like how i am.

Im sure this is just how i usually get in the summer. Without school i become very lonely and the fear of everyone stop talking to me during the summer burdens my brain.

I dont know. Im overthinking probably.

I hope twenty one pilot's new album comes out soon.

How do you pay back someone whos  saved you from slipping into a numb state more times than you can count?

All I can give is myself, witch I hope is enough.

I wish my guitar worked with the amp. I wanna play a few songs but it sounds odd without it plugged in.

I learned a new song on ukulele today. This is home by Cavetown

Have you ever met someone and didnt know how to describe them in words, but you have a melody in your head that fits them perfectly?

Oh my god

Billie Eilish has a new song out

Fuck

Read the lyrics for the chorus:

"Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone
Hello, welcome home"

Rip my heart

The song is called Lovely and it features khalid

Lots of violin and piano

Sigh.

Imma text collin now

K hes asleep now

Soooooo
Ima go listen to tøp
Havent done that in awhile
Anyway

Stay brave
Stay beautiful
Stay determined

♡