I always told myself that i wouldn't cut....I lied to myself. It seems like I've just fallen into this dark hole that I can't get out of. In this dark hole i saw a small light, i went to grab it and it turned out to be scissors, i cut myself on my arms and legs because i though this would help me to escape this dark hole. It didn't it just made things worse. I hate being depressed, i have so many trust issues now. I just need help...

If you couldn't tell,...this is a cry for help...