i'm such a bad author i haven't updated in like 10 years and all of my readers want an update

i just have no ideas and no motivation because wp always crashes and never saves my writing so i have to rewrite it

like i have so much time and i spend it all trying to think of ideas to spice some drama up but i always fail

and i think other authors relate to this so if you're a reader can y'all quit commenting "UPDATE" like 2 seconds after i posted the chapter

if you comment to update bc i haven't updated in years that's fine but can you really just think about why we don't update

we have a life (i don't) and like we have school and everything and we're busy so don't expect an update everyday or something because i'm going to fail meeting your expectations

and like maybe we haven't updated in awhile because we're thinking of ideas for you??? to make you enjoy the story??? appreciate us please??

when i post a chapter and see a comment i look forward to feedback or just comments in general that aren't "oMG AUTHOR NIM PLS UPDATE SARANGHAE~" pls no

so yeah if you're a reader of my books i apologize because i've been thinking a lot for ideas and motivation but i just can't find any

i may even consider taking a short hiatus soon but maybe

so yeah that's all bye

wait no that's not all

yALL IM SO HYPED FOR WRITING BULLET POINT ITS ALREADY LIT LIKE IM HELLA EXCITED

ok yeah now i'm done